DeathWatch II No. 37 – It pleases me immensely to do this.

This is Issue #37 of DeathWatch, Book II: tentatively called Heart Of Ilona, an ongoing Serial. Click that link to go find DeathWatch, the first in the series, or start from the beginning of Book II!

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“No,” Gemma begged. “No, please. It must be done. I must–”

“You’ve done enough,” Secta growled down at her.

“I had to.”

Her plaintive voice had once tugged on Secta’s heartstrings, had once made him feel nearly sad for her. But then he recalled the blinding pain, the sinking horror, the feel of his life slipping away. His eyes glassed briefly, and he leaned down to curl a steady hand around her throat. “Dissentio.” I disagree.

She fought, then, like a wildcat, and it was to her bringing up a fist against Secta’s mouth that Jet walked in. He saw Secta’s hand tighten as his head snapped to the right, blood welling from his lip.

“ENOUGH!” Furious with Gemma, with the situation, disturbed by Secta’s behavior, Jet stormed over to them. Guards moved out of the way quickly enough.

Secta, however, did not.

Jet laid a hand on Secta’s shoulder; he could feel the heat radiating from the young man’s body. “Enough,” he said softly, tightening his hand there.

Secta glanced over his shoulder, lifting his chin briefly, defiance in his eyes for one excruciating moment. He came back to himself, however, and looked ashamed, pulling back from Gemma immediately, kneeling in front of Jet and looking up at him, his shoulders slumped. “Master, I–”

“Enough,” Jet said softly, reaching one hand to lay his palm atop Secta’s head, in easy forgiveness and benediction. “Prepare my chambers, and see to Her Majesty. She is bereft of comfort, and that is a disgrace.”

“I will–” Gemma began, moving to get up.

Seruate,” Jet hissed. “You will do nothing. Secta, go.”

Once his famulo was gone, Jet looked down at Gemma and offered her a hand up.

She took it, trembling, and stood before him, bedraggled and teary, biting her lower lip.

“You look frightened,” Jet said, lifting his chin.

“I am frightened,” Gemma said.

“This is a time for celebration, Gemma,” the Guardian said, his smile shifting, growing — not with compassion or warmth, but with a hungry sort of satisfaction.

“Celebration?” she whispered, looking down at how his hand circled her wrist, tightly, refusing to let go.

“On your betrothal,” he purred.

“I will not,” she said, pulling at his hand, panic setting in.

Jet’s touch was immovable; he held her like iron, like stone, resisting her fear. “You will.”

Gemma’s horror was palpable — she spoke as though her words could deny the reality of the situation. “Lucy will not allow it!”

“Lucida has disavowed you, Gemma. You have nothing and no one save your family, and it would be of the utmost shame for you to return to them in disgrace,” Jet whispered.

“My father would have me killed,” Gemma said, hiccuping back her terror. “If your plan was to kill me, why did you not let your famulo do the job?” she sobbed in fear, struggling to pull back, fighting.

“Do you want to die?”

“I want to stay with Lucida!” Gemma said, thrashing, red in the face.

“That is not an option,” Jet said gripping the back of Gemma’s neck. He rested his thumb over the hollow of her throat and said, “I will crush your throat if you disobey me, or breathe in a fashion I find disagreeable. If you remain within my sight, it will be remarkably difficult for you to avoid either of these.”

“And so you are selling me,” Gemma whispered, wincing as she swallowed, feeling her throat move against his thumb.

“No,” Jet said softly. “I have found you a husband, and you are gladly going with him. You are overjoyed. The tears on your face are merely a testament to your excitement. You are not at all saddened, and if you give the impression that this is anything less than utter perfection for you, Gemma, perhaps I will rethink it, and give this blessing to someone else, and then, of course, I will need to find a different way to deal with your betrayal.” By the time he was done talking, he leaned down, all but baring his teeth at her. He had released her throat, but it was all she could feel, his grasp at her neck, strong fingers tight against her skin. “Am I clear?”

The door to the room was opened then, creaking faintly.

“Yes,” she breathed, shivering, staring up at him.

It was then that Acer Plaga walked in, looking suffused with anticipatory joy. “My Lord,” he said, clasping his hands and looking first to Jet and then to Gemma. “Is it true?”

Gratulatae in tuo par maximo,” Jet said smoothly, using his grasp of Gemma to spin her right into Acer’s arms. Felicitations on your grand match. She stumbled, and Acer caught her, beaming.

“My Guardian, I–”

“Now, Gemma,” Jet said, stepping forward, reaching to cup her face in his hands, even as Acer held her.

She looked up at him and fell silent, her dark eyes wide, terror in her gaze.

“I know you would die for Lucida,” Jet said solemnly, malevolence couched in a calm voice, and those smoldering eyes, every word measured, chosen. “But I also know how much you have enjoyed Plaga’s attentions. I hope you will instead accept this most generous pairing.” He waited, one brow lifting.

“The Guardian is most wise and generous. I only pray my father accepts such a gift,” Gemma, her voice trembling.

Acer adjusted his hold, cradling the woman against him, his eyes turning hopeful, even pleading toward Jet. “Please, Guardian, if you might intervene on my behalf, I–”

“I have already obtained his blessing for the union,” Jet said, smiling benevolently at them both. “Gemma’s family awaits an introduction; I have explained that you will be their guest for a very brief time, as I have important tasks to which you must attend, back in Tenebrae. They will go there, not long after you, with gifts for your family, that you might all have a grand wedding in whatever style pleases you. I will expect an invitation.”

Acer’s eyes were shining as he offered out his hand to Jet, who clasped it. “Yours will be the first sent. You are a generous man, to give me such a gift.”

Jet chuckled, all but baring his teeth at Gemma. “Ah, do not believe it is done entirely out of selflessness. It pleases me immensely to do this.”

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Greg Myers couldn’t help the way he stared at Trisha; he had a condition that made it almost impossible for him to blink. He had to tape his eyelids shut every night, after putting in special lubricating drops — but when he wandered around during the day, when he sat on the bus and people-watched, he inevitably ended up staring.

That was always a problem.

If only because Trisha’s boyfriend Moose had a habit of punching guys in the face when they looked at his girl.

Greg had tried to explain himself plenty, and gotten enough black eyes that he figured Moose might not actually care about his medical condition, and might just like the punching part.

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100 Words: Smile You Fuckers

Music played; she hummed along as she finished tasks, feeling calm sink in. Yesterday hadn’t gone well; she was left with a headache and a general feeling of discontent. Rather than focus on that, she turned her mind to Other Things.

Therapy was bullshit, but she’d learned to move on after naming a feeling. That gave her power. Power was important.

Her eyes were closed as she tightened the silencer, moving by rote as she sang with the music.

Smile, you fuckers, ’cause you’re gonna learn — this is what you asked for; well, this is what you wanted, wasn’t it?

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100 Words: Weightless (Poem)

Confusion–

the sort of thing that fire burns out
the way the sky falls
with a hundred thousand stars
her words are all fucked up
and out of order
the way they’ve always been
with him talking in the back room
her talking back in the back room
and the fireflies just outside,
all waiting to be caught in jars
and kept as solitary points of light
against the dark
that wants to swallow him whole
and leave him alone
in the worst of the void,
abandoned
and without anything to hold to,
floating,
weightless,
drifting off into the sky.

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DeathWatch II No. 36 – Yes. You’re Jules.

This is Issue #36 of DeathWatch, Book II: tentatively called Heart Of Ilona, an ongoing Serial. Click that link to go find DeathWatch, the first in the series, or start from the beginning of Book II!

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“Here, sit up.”

“What?”

“Come on. Sit up. Here. Drink this.”

“What? Why–no, don’t–”

“Shhh, it’s water. It’s just water.”

Jules sat up and opened her eyes, letting Coryphaeus bring a cup of water to her lips. When the first sip touched her tongue, she reached for the cup, his hand, him, and tried to drink faster, her eyes widening, the sudden realization of a killing thirst rendering her almost mad with need.

He pulled back, trying not to spill, and said, “Slow down. You have to slow down.”

Trembling, Jules laid back against Cory’s arms, and the pale of her eyes settled on his face, focusing.

“You’re awake. In your bedroom. It is,” Cory began, turning to look at the clock on the wall, and then back to Jules, “Four hours after mid-day, Jeudi–” He stopped, when he turned back to look at her; she had the most curious expression on her face. “What?” he asked. “What is it?”

Tears swam in Jules’s eyes, and Coryphaeus reached to carefully wipe them away, saying, “It’s all right. I’ve got you, Jules, I swear it.”

“I’m Jules?” She looked up at him, reached to touch his face, to run her fingers over his jaw.

He caught her hand, kissed her fingertips without thinking and said, “Yes. You’re Jules.”

She closed her eyes and leaned into Coryphaeus, and her shoulders shook as she wept with relief.

He held her, rubbing her back until she was finally calm, and then eventually laid her back down onto the bed, his expression caught up in wonder for how she had fallen asleep in exhaustion. He moved to get up, to get out of the bed and give her space to actually finally rest.

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The difference between dreams and slips wasn’t subtle; slips were just like being awake — she just wasn’t herself. In slips, she felt death after death move through her; she saw the carnage of the fray, blood making mud within the dark green grass, explosions against a fierce, storm-grey sky. In dreams, she was herself, but the world was off; the sky was orange, the world was fire, and the death surrounded her, but didn’t touch her.

She was moving through the city, trying to get higher, trying to reach the sky, trying to get back to where she truly belonged, needing the clouds, the air, feeling like a downed bird.

She watched as a ship slipped through the orange sky, and a winged beast of gears and flesh leapt from its belly, diving for her.

She reached for it, triumphant, crying out his name–

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“Jules!”

She woke in Cory’s arms; when her eyes focused, she saw they were not alone, as Nixus was in the room as well. She felt her heart drop, and her expression flickered between uncertainty and pain, and the dream evaporated as quickly as it had formed. “Coryphaeus,” she murmured. “What–”

“I’m — I’m here,” he offered, his expression also uncertain. “You’re safe,” he promised.

Nixus watched them silently, standing in the doorway, leaning on the jamb.

“For now,” Jules said quietly, smiling sadly. “Cory — so many are going to die. So very many. We’re surprised by the attack; we’re outnumbered by the Krieg forces.” She moved to try to get out of the bed, saying, “You need to — you need to prepare. You need to warn the Ilonans. Except for the Princess.” Jules made an irritated face. “She can die. But the rest of them? There’s a boy — he freed me. Cory, you–”

He was releasing her, getting up, moving to pull out clothes for her, to drop them on the bed.

“What’s… this?” she lifted up her flightsuit, and looked at it, marveling.

“I had it cleaned, and I mended it.” The words were casual; Coryphaeus shrugged, looking at Jules, then Nixus, then back to Jules.

“You… sew?”

“Probably better than you do,” Nixus snorted, rolling her eyes.

“It’ll be the only thing he’s better than me at,” Jules said, throwing off the covers and moving to pull on the clothes, modesty be damned.

Cory turned away, wondering if he should be uncomfortable. Wondering if he was uncomfortable, looking at Nixus, who openly stared at Jules with a discriminating eye.

“What’m I doing once I’m dressed?” Jules wondered.

“That depends on what you want to do,” Coryphaeus said. “I have to go speak with the Guardian, about your visions. I believe a ship will help handle the symptoms of those visions. I have many different contacts within the Legios, but I will be on the ground, myself.” He explained himself carefully, gesturing with both hands as he looked at each option, trying to offer them to her with as much information as he could. “I will worry, if you go alone, but I will worry if you choose to remain with me, on the groun–”

Jules came around the side of the bed where he stood, and kissed him, gently, on the mouth, until he stopped talking. He flailed, briefly, his eyes looking toward Nixus as his cheeks darkened in a hot flush.

Nixus rolled her eyes and waved dismissively at them both, muttering under her breath as she headed back to the main room.

Jules pulled back, watching Coryphaeus’s face.

“What… what was that for?” he wondered, looking confused.

“For knowing this will be my decision,” she said. “I can tell you’d prefer to order me around and try to pin me down, keep me from getting in to more shit. M’glad you gave that up.”

“Well,” Cory said, sighing briefly, smiling as he shrugged. “You, ah. Finish dressing. I’m — there’s food in the other room.”

Jules nodded, and went to finish, throwing Coryphaeus a genuine smile on her way.

The legatus walked out to the other room, where Nixus sat on the edge of the table, eating a cold leg of gallina. She spoke around a mouthful of the roasted bird, “You’re right, Coryfrater. You’re fucked.”

Coryphaeus cleared his throat, looking at Nixus in resignation. “I know,” he said.

“So? Did you ask her?”

“Did I ask her what?” Coryphaeus asked, trying to be casual around the lump of sodden misery resting in his belly.

“Who’s Aneen?”

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