Disconnection: End II

The call went out via personal connections and the last of what grids remained intact. It wasn’t even in words — the tone went out, beckoning and familiar, meant to induce a nigh-Pavlovian response. Come home.

The silence that greeted the summons didn’t crush him further into a huddle of defeat; instead, it caused him to slam tight, pale fists against the Perspex. He opened his mouth and howled, long and high as fingers uncurled to spread over the wall. His voice was a dusty, cracked thing, unused for the better part of a megacycle, but it functioned. Those left on this side of the wall with him were right to be startled; he had always been quiet–even as rumors of the Disintegration began, and most people were either screaming or weeping at the thought of being riven from the main host–so to hear him now was disconcerting, at best.

Most everyone else’s screams had faded, now; by the time the actual meltdown had begun, people were too damned tired to do much other than let it hit them. Most people. But then he and his cadre refused and went so far as to defy the main host’s imperatives. They were in full rebellion, but only a scrap of the masses had even begun to guess why. No one was screaming anymore. Aside from the few that were with him, inside, he couldn’t even be sure that there was anyone left.

Slowly but surely, the last of the grids were coming offline — he was going blind and deaf. Implants and training fell to the wayside, and left him instinct only.

That was no comfort this time; he could smell only one thing in the air.

Failure.

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Disconnection: End III

Outside, while bombs exploded and the Never Connected wore untanned hides made of what flesh they could steal from the fallen, the only glow in the air was that of impromptu funeral fires. Screaming mothers watched piles of babies collapse in on themselves, bones burned weak — they could not pull away, could not be pulled away by the frantic hands of husbands, fathers, family who grieved as well, but still desired to live. In the end, their bodies joined those of their children, and the Savage Ones took delight in seeing metal corroded with bile, wires severed, electronic panels dimmed. The only light was their sacred Fire, the uncontrollable heat and flame they wielded as death to the ones who had been so long cocooned in safe chambers of thought and information.

When the Apocalypse came, the dark claimed the world, and the Savage ones laughed and danced in primitive glee while some who had paid exorbitant amounts of credits lay in a blissful state of connection, ignorant of the physical world around them, even as the power went out and life support systems failed. Even as their consciousnesses could no longer drop back into suddenly dying bodies. Even as a thousand, a thousand thousand of them were caught mid-load, and simply winked out of existence, caught in a backup loop that would slowly run down as battery cells faded.

There were very, very few now who did not understand that an End was coming, and it was coming quickly.

On the longest night of the year, in the violent dark, he kept his eyes open so that those with him could see the LED behind the iris on the left; so long as it remained lit, that one single star amidst a twilight of thought and a world of destruction, there was hope that more than simple fire would remain to light the world in the days to come.

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DeathWatch II No. 39 – You think you can kill me? Do it. Let’s see if it sticks.

This is Issue #39 of DeathWatch, Book II: tentatively called Heart Of Ilona, an ongoing Serial. Click that link to go find DeathWatch, the first in the series, or start from the beginning of Book II!

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* * *

After leaving Acer Plaga to joyously retreat with his new prize, Jet went to check on Lucida, but before he ever reached her, he was stopped by runners with messages that had been radioed in. Krieg ships had come over the border, and fired shots against the mountains to the north, causing avalanches and general disturbances to the wildlife.

They hadn’t come any further south, but it was known that there was a small mountain communities, very much within Ilonan territory, that was compromised.

The death toll stood at 347.

Jet’s eyes fairly glowed with fury. “Keep this silenced. I do not want a public panic. We are organizing the defensive,” he said, shaking his head.

The runner knelt before Jet, looking pained. “I wasn’t the only messenger sent, your Excellency. Shortrange messages were relayed, as well. I do not believe this will be silenced. Please forgive me — I will seek out anyone else who knows, and see if it can be restrained?”

Jet shook his head, sighing, saying, “No. Bring me the 1st Legio, the head of my guards. The war council. Have them meet me.”

“Yes,” the runner said, looking distressed. “Paenitent mei, my Guardian, I–”

Jet turned, reaching out a careful hand, and laid it atop the runner’s head. “You did nothing wrong; you have served me well. Rest easy, but first, bring me my men.”

* * *

“Meabella,” Jet called, sitting outside her bathroom. The door wasn’t shut, and Lucida wasn’t modest, still, but Jet was, still, and so he waited, back turned. “The city needs me, I–”

“Perhaps,” Lucida said, striding out, braiding her hair back, “it needs us both, hmm. I will grieve in my own way, my Black Stone, but it will do me good to keep moving. Do not treat me lightly, as though I am fragile. I am not fragile.”

Jet thought of the night she killed a suitor and managed to get Jet engaged to her, and said, “Fragile is most definitely not the word I would use to describe you.”

“Come.” Lucida smirked. “The war council presides over city-wide issues requiring tactics. I assume you sent for them?”

* * *

“It is not reasonable for you to wade through every battle–”

“–unprecedented attacks–”

“–absolutely must return the aggression–”

“–danger to the city–”

Jet let the talking wash over him; he listened to each viewpoint, narrowing his eyes now and again as he soaked in the worried words, the points and counterpoints. When it seemed the grouping had begun to work itself into a fever, rather than talk itself out, he finally cried, “Peace! You sound all like barking dogs, I cannot think.”

One of his advisors snapped, “The rioting must be quashed. It is the mark of a sad city state that allows such ill-behaved citizens.”

Jet snapped back, “The riots tell us something. They are in a language of fear and anger, but they have merit. A happy people do not riot, Councillor Insulus.”

“You should not listen to shouting, squabbling children!” the man shouted, shaking a fist.

Jet crossed his arms over his chest and pursed his lips, raising a brow. When the man fell silent, a victim to his own embarrassment, Jet continued, “No doubt there are those who feel this war will cause far more damage than is reasonable to deal with, but we cannot allow our people to be devoured from the inside out. We will go out and quell the riots by recruiting in force. Anyone who wishes to fight the true enemies can come with us. Anyone who is purely taking advantage of the chaos can be put down.”

Lucida smiled at her husband, nodding. “Our people are warriors, all. It’s our purpose to rise and defend our land, our way of life. I, too, will join you in the streets.”

“Your majesty–” began Councillor Insulus, looking hesitant.

“If I may interrupt you, Insulus, and advise you against taking any sort of position involving the words ‘Queen’ and ‘stay at the Palace’?” Jet said, his voice still a low growl. “My Queen is to be obeyed. Is that clear?”

The council looked uneasy, but was no longer willing to squabble, instead, they allowed themselves to grow enthused over the concept of taking the law out to the city, in force.

The grouping overflowed the war room in a sort of excited agreement, and those who’d been originally against Jet or Lucida going out into the fray simply went with the flow of things — he was a guardian of the city, of the people. He would physically stand between his people and the harm that might come to them, however possible, and they found themselves caught up in the sheer passion he and Lucida had for scouring the city of every bit of its filth, its corruption, its darker, less honorable layers.

* * *

Legios and palace guards went out into the night.

The Queen and The Guardian waded into the fray.

The night was bloody, and full of fire.

* * *

Anyone who had not believed in the legend of the Guardian before found themselves confronted with the reality of his existence; during a particularly pitched battle wherein the most recent head of the Thieves’ Guild insisted it was his right to protect the streets in his own way, Secta ordered the palace publicists to commandeer the cameras in the streets and splash the public screens with the breaking news.

Citizens from all over the city tuned in, awed at the fight they were seeing, cheering for their Guardian, for their Queen.

“–a fraud! It is pure trickery meant to instill fear and following for cattle-brained stercore!” the guildhead snarled. “I, too, know how to make myself look larger than life. Coming back to life on a vid screen is a different thing than coming to life in front of someone you haven’t bought!”

Jet laughed, shaking his head.

* * *

Watching him on screen, Secta reached out to lay a trembling hand against the glass, pursing his lips.

* * *

Lowering his own blade, Jet stepped forth, saying, “I have proven myself to your true Prince, may his soul forever reign in your heart, his sister, my wife, many other brilliant men and women, and many other lesser, crawling thieves and bastards. If you believe you deserve proof–”

“I’ll have it,” Ferro snarled. “Deserved, or no.”

Jet dropped his sword of black glass to the street; it rang, a clear and terrible note. “Have it, then.”

Ferro Tenuis darted forward and brought his blade up against Jet’s chest, the point of it pressing to his flesh. He stopped himself, when he wasn’t stopped, and seemed uncertain. He looked at the Guardian’s face, his own heart thundering. “If you do not move, Guardian, I will kill you.”

“I neither move, nor yield,” Jet growled, baring his teeth. “You think you can kill me? Do it. Let’s see if it sticks.”

* * *

Secta stood in the production office, one hand on a display screen, his expression tight with nervous energy.

* * *

Ferro stepped forward and thrust his blade between the Guardian’s ribs. Jet staggered forward one step, and laid a hand against the man’s shoulder, uttering a low snarl of pain. Ferro was startled enough, he caught the man he’d just killed, and for a moment, he was devastated that the trick was indeed a trick.

No soldier came forward to cleave his head from his shoulders, however, and the Guardian’s bride, the Queen of his country simply stood there, holding her own sword, looking all too pleased.

Blood ran from the wound, and from Jet’s lips, dripping against Ferro’s shoulder. The blade itself grew hot, as though it had been thrust into a furnace. Ferro pulled it back out and dropped it to the street, watching it smoke.

The Guardian slumped, and his weight bore Ferro to his knees. He stared into the blank-eyed face of a dead man, but then watched something behind its eyes flicker back to life, screaming like an inferno, bringing consciousness back to the surface of the blaze. The wound Ferro had delivered charred shut, and he glanced back up to see Jet’s lips twist into a grimace, mixed with a grin.

* * *

Secta exhaled quietly, unclenching his jaw, and closed his eyes. Around him, the people within the palace who had been watching, and also holding their breath, gave a raucous cheer, clapping one another on the back.

After instructing them further on how to handle the rest of the evening, he slipped away.

* * *

The Guardian leaned forward and laid his forehead to Ferro’s, laughing darkly, “Indica mihi, Ferro. Id dolus est, vobis videtur?” Tell me, Ferro. Is it a trick, do you think?

* * *

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The Only Thing

How would you denote a flashback, as opposed to a dream, as opposed to a hallucination, as opposed to a vision or a false memory or an alternate timeline? What about it screams ‘the past, in quick, consuming bursts’?

She doesn’t know the answer, and she also knows she doesn’t like why she’s wondering.

“Hold still.”

“Fuggoffleggo!”

“This is for your own good.”

“No, let go! No! NO! Don’t! Please!”

How quickly her cries changed from anger to begging, and then weeping.

She had tried so hard not to injure.

Not to kill.

But these weren’t the people she should’ve been trying to save.

And then everything changed.

Warmth like liquid sunshine poured over her in waves. The sudden rush of pleasure, orgasmic delight, a fantastic blitzkrieg of dopamine and seratonin suffused her. Tears ran from her eyes as she sagged in the chair, laughing, sobbing. “No,” she wept. “Oh, God.”

“Aaaand that’s it, folks,” the man in the labcoat sighed, grinning back at a small grouping of men and women in powersuits. “This is the fifteenth we’ve injected.”

“Where are the other fourteen?”

“We put eleven back in the wild, with trackers!”

“Hey,” she whispered, laying in the chair, puddled, squirming, feeling a welling-up of pleasure, letting it move through her in waves. “Hey, you, you did something,” she sighed, and it was hard to keep her eyes open.

“We did,” Labcoat said, grinning, coming around to undo her restraints. “We did do something, miss. Something amazing.”

Powersuit One said, “And you’re sure they’ll seek?”

Powersuit Two said, “Because this won’t be of use if they just die of withdrawal.”

Labcoat chuckled. “They’re streetkids. The pushers will know what they need, and they’ll supply it. It’s easy. I can’t believe we didn’t think of it before.”

“Then how did you lose three?” Powersuit One asked.

“Immediate anaphylaxis. Omelettes, eggs,” Labcoat shrugged. “Twenty percent shrink rate, in this experiment? It’s amazing, I’m telling you. This one seems to be doing fine. In fact, I’d say, Hey, look! Mikey Likes It!”

* * *

Flash forward, but not quite all the way.

* * *

“Jones?”

She was picking at a spot on her arm with broken nails, chewing on her lip, leaning against the damp brick of the alleyway wall when she heard the voice, and felt icewater pour down her spine.

“Jones, hey — hey, wait, bloody fuck, damnit, stop fucking running!”

But it was the only thing left she knew how to do.

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DeathWatch II No. 38 – Salvatio

This is Issue #38 of DeathWatch, Book II: tentatively called Heart Of Ilona, an ongoing Serial. Click that link to go find DeathWatch, the first in the series, or start from the beginning of Book II!

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* * *

“On the ship? Are you mad?”

Patri — she — ”

“Leave it be, Lorum. Leave it for the soldiers. It’s a terrible omen. We’ve had nothing but ill luck since you brought it home.”

“We’ve survived, father.”

“And no one else has! Have you forgotten the deaths of your mother? Your sisters? Leave. It. Here.”

Certe, patr–navarchus.”

* * *

“And the body, Ten–navarchus?”

“Sky burial. It’s what he would’ve wanted.”

“We can move your things into the rear quarters.”

“Everything except the cabinet. I’ll move it myself.”

“Are you certain?”

“Yes.”

* * *

Id venio.” It comes.

“What?”

Salvatio.” Salvation.

“From where? Where shall we meet it?”

Capiet. Reddet.” Catch it. Restore it.

“Restore it?”

Einin.”

Aneen?”

Certe, navarchus.”

* * *

“How much longer?” Tenuis paced, impatient.

“This is delicate work,” the chiurgeon grunted, fussing with wires, with needles, with switches and tubes. “I told you it was a terrible idea to rush it.”

“He was already in pieces, and you were looking for a body that would work.”

“I was.” The gray-haired man blinked through several sets of magnifying spectacles, checking readings as he thumped about in circles around the table.

“Dearest friend of the cutting persuasion,” Navarchus Lorum Tenuis said, slipping close to the chiurgeon. “You know I will not be swayed.”

Certe,” the man sighed, looking at the patchwork man laid out on the table in front of him. “I know.”

“Then,” Lorum sighed, laying a hand against pale, tattooed, patchwork skin, “If you please, restart his heart.”

Certe, Navarchus.”

* * *

“What are you doing, Aneen?” Lorum’s voice was curious.

“Remembering,” Aneen said quietly, looking at himself in the mirror, shifting, twisting, trying to look at his back.

“What are you remembering?” Lorum set down his charts and correspondence, and took the spectacles from his face, raking the long, dark waves back from his face.

“Death.” Aneen’s voice was soft, gentle — topside, in the air, the wind, with the orders and busyness, it was not always easy to hear.

Lorum stood, crossing to Aneen, reaching to pat him on the shoulder that was still flesh, saying, “Doesn’t sound like a pleasant thing to spend your time doing, perhaps–”

Ego sum fide,” Aneen said, turning to look at Lorum. I am loyal. “Navarchus. I–”

“I know you are, boy. I know,” Lorum said, looking away, briefly, uncomfortable.

“Then show it to me.”

“What?”

“Show me what you keep closing the door to, when you call me in. Show me what is in the cabinet, locked, with the key around your neck. I have killed for you, navarchus mei. I will die for you. Whatever secrets you have, Tenuis, give them up, so that I can protect them for you, and protect you from them,” Aneen said.

The sheer earnest hope on Aneen’s face gave Lorum a strange feeling of both shame and need. Perhaps the man would understand, where his father had not.

* * *

Aneen was uncertain as to what would be in the cabinet; he had a number of thoughts — but nothing prepared him for the sight. The woman was small, slight, with dark skin that had faded to ash, perhaps from dryness, or from lack of sun. Her eyes were entirely white, milky with cataracts, and her mouth and fingers were stained crimson. At first, he thought it was blood, but then he recognized the scent — it was a fruit, wasn’t it?

Lorum watched, not getting between the two, curious, but then he saw the devotion on Aneen’s face falter. He saw the adulation crumble.

Aneen closed his eyes against a flash of something, a woman with fire-hair and blood-froth on her lips, shaking in his arms, staring up at him, breathing his name. Einin.

Einin,” he said aloud, and memory clawed at the backs of his eyes, at the underside of his heart.

Nothing can stop me.

“Aneen,” the wretched thing in the cabinet echoed. “Ubi sunt alae tua, Aneen?” Where are your wings, little bird? “Quod est ratio vos cecidit?” Is that the reason you fell?

I love you.

“I fell,” the patchwork man said, opening his eyes looking at his mismatched hands. He turned his eyes to Lorum, desperation on his face.

Nothing can stop me.

Lorum’s back stiffened; he watched the two, his heart racing. What was she saying to the man? What was she talking about, wings?

Aneen remembered wild red hair and pale eyes and a laugh like music.

Aneen stood and backed away from the pathetic thing chained up, and stumbled, falling to the floor, scrambling back away from it. “I fell,” he said to Lorum. “Fell when I should’ve flown.”

Lorum carefully moved to lock the cabinet again, worry on his features. “You’re safe, now.” He ushered Aneen out, cautioning him to not speak of what he saw, lest the others be jealous or mutinous.

* * *

The key wasn’t necessary to open the cabinet; Aneen knew how to pick locks, the same way he knew his name, and how to speak.

When Lorum found him, Aneen was kneeling before the red-mouthed thing, studying it intently.

You’re in for a world of adventure.

Aneen looked up at Lorum, saying, “Paenitent mei, Navarchus. I dreamt of her, but not her. Another woman, like her.”

“She hasn’t been a woman in a long time,” Lorum said quietly. “She’s lost to the visions now, Aneen.”

“She’s in pain.”

“She’s always been in pain.”

* * *

“You should not enter my quarters without my permission, Aneen,” Lorum said, sighing.

“She was singing,” Aneen said, breathless.

Lorum stared at the chained thing, little more than animal. He took a handful of seeds from the bowl kept in the cabinet, and pressed them into her mouth. She moaned, teeth and tongue working at the fresh set of malagranata pips, juice running over her chin. She writhed, grunting in her bonds, and uttered low mewls, and then quiet whispers.

A few of the seeds feel from her mouth, and Aneen picked them up, examining the shining, faceted bulbs, frowning at the way they glimmered in his palm. “Like jewels,” he said softly.

“Jules,” the creature mumbled.

“Yes, jewels,” Lorum sighed. “Go, Aneen.”

Certe, navarchus.”

* * *

Ego sum grati nunc vos hic,” the seer whispered, reaching out a hand; it did not reach far — shackles at its wrist kept it from leaving the cabinet. I’m so grateful you’re here now.

Aneen wept as he reached for the thing, cupping its face in his hands, breathing in the reek of sweat and fear and the tang of malagranata, of blood, of piss, acknowledging the state of the creature that had at one point been human, before Lorum Tenuis knew it.

“I’m here,” he whispered. “I have you.” He kissed its forehead, gentle and kind and with all compassion.

The thing surrendered into Aneen’s touch, trembling, weeping as well. “Gratias tibi, gratias, gratias, grat–”

It was quick, and then he lowered it, letting go, letting its head loll on its neck, and then sat on the floor, waiting.

* * *

To say Lorum was stunned was an understatement. He tried to get past Aneen, tried to check the thing’s pulse. Frantic, he said, “The chiurgeon can revive it, if you help me. If we hurry. Come — let’s — you’re in the way, Aneen, move. You must move. You cannot do this. Stercore! What have you done?!”

“Set it free,” Aneen said. “I was meant to–”

“What are you saying, you worthless, useless, idio–”

Aneen’s words were muffled by Lorum’s shouts; the captain grabbed his shoulders and shook him, desperate with anguish. “What? WHAT?”

“Paenitent me, navarchus. I had to. Salvatio.”

* * *

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