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Enough
What are these cuts in me these slashes leaving me bloodless, leaving me thirsty, leaving me alone and naked and cold? Who am I with these scars I don’t recognize? I’m not at all the man I thought I would … Continue reading
Posted in On Depression, Poetry
Tagged depression, love, poem, poetry, self esteem, self hate, self worth, writing
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There/Not There
slipping down reaching clawing wet hands bloody hands reaching grasping in the slick slip mud slide down the pitch right to the edge right to the edge hang on hang on hang on hold on too late falling done falling … Continue reading
Posted in On Depression, Poetry
Tagged black dog, depression, despair, hate, mental illness, misery, motherland, poem, poems, poetry, sadness, self esteem, self loathing, trigger, writing
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I exist in this space where I can hear the twentysomething moments of my youth in their desperate clamor to be heard seen recognized to be validated as something worthy of taking up valuable resources like breathing room and the … Continue reading
Posted in Poetry
Tagged growing up, poem, poems, poetry, self esteem, self love, writing
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And Forth
I don’t know you, but I hate you. Once, I saw him smile at you. I wished a piano would fall on your face. I don’t know you, but I hate you. Once, he was sweet to you. I wished … Continue reading
Posted in Poetry
Tagged back and forth, form, hate, jealousy, love, poem, poems, poetry, relationships, self esteem, writing
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All The Colors
Beyond winters chill there lies a hopeful font of blood, blue flies, green flies, black waters. Everyone comes up short, and everyone is a wet-nosed nudge away from either soothed or screaming. There is a film of red over her … Continue reading
Posted in Poetry
Tagged abuse, love, mental illness, poem, poems, poetry, self esteem, self hate, writing
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