Songs of Remembrance

Her hands moved over the piano; she played quietly, constellation eyes half closed, heart wide open. She sang, but only in her head, only in the place where she wouldn’t hear anyone else comment on her tone, on her pitch, on her projection. Fitful, she half-smiled, dreaming of all the places she’d been, all the memories that lived within her.

All the everything.

Now and then, the darker ones rose, and she drifted off into a minor key. It usually took awhile to come back around to something that would let her ease back into major chords without complaint. Her feet swung from the bench, one sneakered, one bare, until she needed to use the pedals.

When she opened her eyes, she stared longingly at a slim, iridescent feather on the raised keycover, and played even louder, as though somehow, in some way, the music would reach those who needed it most.

Those she needed most.

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30

Believing in me as you do,
doesn’t it make you feel a bit
like I’m some sort of Judas,
every time I fail to be
as wonderful as you hope me to be?
If only I could get
even thirty pieces of silver
for every disappointment —
we would be rich beyond belief.

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100 Words: Far-Fetched

They said she was ridiculous, to believe in the thing she believed in. They said men like that, with fire in their eyes, fire in their hands — they didn’t exist.

They said she didn’t exist.

She knew they were wrong.

She knew she belonged to someone special.

She knew she finally belonged.

She knew she was more than herself — even blinded. Even paralyzed.

Maybe I’m only a brain in a jar, she thought to herself, more than once.

Maybe I’m only a thought.

Only a singular thought.

All the same, she promised herself, she promised him. I will find you.

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Missing

“Here,” she said, but only to herself. She put the case down on the tile and lifted the instrument to her chin. Arms lifted in the weirdly familiar, half-awkward box she’d been taught, she drew the rosined bow against the strings, and listened to the low, throbbing hum of the note fill the space.

No one to listen; it was the wrong time of night for that. A crumpled dollar bill and some quarters and dimes littered the velvet-lined box — seed money.

She put the violin down and pulled out a clove, rolling it around in her fingertips for awhile before drawing the length of it under her nose and breathing in, closing her eyes.

Memory was most strongly triggered by smell. Hilariously enough, she couldn’t remember who told her that.

Probably him.

She ignored the memory of the tooth embedded in the pillar near the platform’s edge.

She put the filter to her mouth, took it back away, ran her tongue against her upper lip, and put it back, savoring the sweet taste on the tip of her tongue. Only then did she pat around for a lighter, frowning slightly as the cigarette bobbed from her lips.

Quietly, she snorted at herself, rolled her eyes, and snarked in his voice. “Never much’v’a planner, were y’, Jones?”

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Questions

Working on new content, trying to up readership for said content, and it occurs to me I probably ought to ask the audience their opinions, hmm?

I mean, to be fair — I’d write the stories even if you didn’t read them, but I think this way it makes it more fun for all of us.

So tell me…

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And while you’re at it…

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