The Dying Borders Of That Fading World

Cast your eyes on the ocean;
cast your soul to the sea —
when the dark night seems endless,
please remember me.

Somewhere far enough away to be beyond reach, there was a girl who was just a little too perfect. Her flaws were endearing enough that it was infuriating. Nothing was ever her fault. No consequence ever lasted. She never learned anything new. Even so, to many, she was well-beloved, best-beloved. She wasn’t real. But all the same, she was there, sitting on the edge of a little rocky outcropping, the seat of her jeans getting wet from the way it was always damp and stormy and night time, no matter the time of day or year. The clouds always hung low there, purple and roiling. The smell of salt was always thick in the air.

She loved that spot, and hated it, all the same. She loved watching the ocean, and hated it, all the same. There were no ships coming in. It was always high tide. At best, when she looked up, she’d see gulls. At worst, she’d see ravens or crows, or maybe a fallen angel.

She existed in a state of perpetual waiting, torn out of everything she’d known, given up to a new world where she fell in love a thousand times over, and then she was forgotten. The world fell apart. Fragments of it exist, still, in the minds of the gods that made it, but it would never be made whole again. All the forgotten lives within it roamed like ghosts, never again touching for more than a moment. Never again finding peace. She could hear the echoes of their laughter. She held to memories that mocked her, promised her that at one time, gods moved heaven and earth for her.

Not just for her — all of the people of that world. But that time was long since past.

Just outside of the dying borders of that fading world, starfield eyes watched over them all, trying to keep them safe, trying to keep them loved. Even the too-perfect girl who never did anything anymore but cry prettily, and stare out to the horizon, forever waiting.

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For Tree

They live on, even while we do not touch them. They live on, even without our knowing. She is still as youthful as she ever was, and he the same. It has only been ten years. The cities thrive, and the Resistance continues to plague the southern city. They are blessed with children, round little half-elven babies who have their mother’s eyes and their father’s laugh. They have had their share of sadness — plague and famine still touch the lands around them, and the people and the knights need her blessings, and his talents.

The gods above still accept their love, even as they warn that fires burn out and leave naught but ashes in their wake — and that any ice maiden who melts will put out the very fire that warmed her.

They live on, forever caught in dancing dreams, part of a place that still breathes, still beats, still burns as real as every other world ever built.

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It Was His Name, After All

Contentment sat well on features that were once again young enough to show boyish happiness and youthful optimism.

In his jeans and Tshirts, Cosby sweaters and penny loafers, he was a new husband, a father to be, and he carried with him a sense of impending excitement, a sweetness that held innocence and newness. His too-blue eyes wore joy like a favorite winter coat, something he bundled around himself comfortably — something that fit him so very well.

If Checker could see him, she’d be torn between vomiting in terror, and shooting him in the face to destroy the last vestiges of the horrible beauty he’d become.

His license still read ‘Simon Brightman’. It was his name, after all — and it’s not as though there weren’t dozens of them; the first and last name was common enough.

He was listed in the phone book, for a small town in Nevada. In the fucking phone book.

He didn’t wear suits. He only owned one, pulled out of the back of the closet to go to weddings and such, one in pinstriped grey that his wife said brought out the cornflower blue of his eyes.

He loved his dog, his wife, his coming daughter, their little house, and everything in his life. He loved it like something you didn’t know you could have, something unexpected and delightful.

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Kingly

There is a king upon a hill,
in silent sadness, sitting still.

With tempest eyes and ragged air,
He sits upon his royal chair.

Afraid to breach the rocky wall,
He’s never seen the sky at all.

There He sits, upon His throne,
in His castle, all alone.

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Remind Me

Remind me
that I am more than this.
Remind me,
because I am fading.
Remind me
that I have something in my grasp,
and I shouldn’t let go,
or I might fall.
Remind me
that there is something
other than the black dog
that weighs heavy on my shoulders.
Remind me
that its breath,
cold and musky,
can be dispelled in the bright sun
and the warm wind.
Remind me,
because my toes are numb
and my heart feels feverweak.
Remind me,
because I am caught in the teeth
of an unstoppable gear,
and time serves only to crush me
slowly,
as the watch the world wears
ticks ever onward.

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