Tag Archives: hate

Remind Me

Posted on August 16, 2015 by Catastrophe Jones

Remind me; sometimes it escapes me that I never loved you, only obsessed about you. Sometimes I can’t remember the asshole you were, and the pathetic, spineless thing you made me. Remind me; open your mouth. Say something, anything — … Continue reading →

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I Don’t Mind

Posted on July 11, 2015 by Catastrophe Jones

I am fishcaught mouthhooked (I should have learned to keep mine shut) on the barbed bits of you that have always, always lured me. Now I gasp, out of of breath, suffocating in your grasp. Only I couldn’t bear it … Continue reading →

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The Joy In Me

Posted on June 18, 2015 by Catastrophe Jones

The joy in me is flat and grey. I lift it up to give it light, to make it airy, to hope it will fly. Cigarette burns and perfume’s blue fire — these memories are all I have. I wonder … Continue reading →

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To Be Proud

Posted on June 17, 2015 by Catastrophe Jones

I have been hollow for years; why has it taken you so long to notice? I have been mute for lifetimes; did you only just now stop talking long enough to realize the silence around you? You thought you were … Continue reading →

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Broken

Posted on April 30, 2015 by Catastrophe Jones

Bile and rage will at best destroy the life that has only glass for a heart. If you’re to survive, you must forge anew a vessel that cannot be hated apart.

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