Remind me;
sometimes it escapes me
that I never loved you,
only obsessed about you.
Sometimes I can’t remember
the asshole you were,
and the pathetic,
spineless
thing
you made me.
Remind me;
open your mouth.
Say something,
anything —
I never want to forget again,
lest I find myself at your doorstep,
at your feet
on my knees.
Remind me,
remind me,
just how terrible you were —
if you do that for me,
I’ll show you
just how good
I’ve got it now —
it’s only fair.
Visceral.
Thank you, Lewin.