DeathWatch No. 116 – You Are Far From Abandoned

This is Issue #116 of DeathWatch, an ongoing Serial. Click that link to go find ‘A Beginning’ and read from there, if you need to catch up.

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Immanis’s eyes fluttered shut, and he leaned back against Jet, briefly, a low, pleased laugh in his throat. He turned to breathe in the scent of his chosen brother, sighing just loudly enough that only Jet could hear. “Oh, perfection, my Black Stone,” he purred. “Go. Go and deliver unto my sister the wedding night of her dreams,” he murmured. “Give to her what I know no one else can,” he said quietly. “I will examine these precious gifts to decide who will become prey and who will become prisoner, and who will become the briefest flash of entertainment. I must of course show gratitude to all the wedding guests who remain to keep me company while my most favorite people abandon me,” he chuckled.

“You are far from abandoned,” Jet murmured quietly. “But do you not wish me to wait here with you, while you choose your toys?” He turned his painted face out toward the audience chamber, where he remembered kneeling before Immanis so long ago, watching Eisen’s blood spill. He looked out over the sea of faces, watched their expressions shift from exhaustion to fear to fury and back to fear as they stood, hungry, miserable, wounded, waiting, not knowing their fate. Some of them looked up. Some of them were either too afraid, angry, or exhausted to do so. He could not find it in himself to see their humanity; to him, they were beasts of the vilest sort — supplicants to some awful death-machine that fed on the destruction of innocent lives.

Those soldiers destroyed thousands of civilians, and he felt no regret in giving them to his Prince.

They were soldiers — they would pay the price for their part in the slaughter.

“Go,” Immanis said, his voice low yet urgent. “My resolve to send you along cannot possibly last. This gift is far greater than you know. I must savor it while you are away from me,” he murmured, and he laid his bare hand against Jet’s wrist.

The sudden humanness of the contact made Jet’s cheeks burn beneath the facepaint. He shivered, staring to Immanis, silent but yearning.

“My Prince,” Jet said just as softly, obeying as he chose to.

Immanis glanced over at Jet and nodded to him; what was left unspoken hung between them heavily, leaving a not-unpleasant ache that settled low in Jet’s belly as he turned away, and moved to take Lucida’s hand.

Lucida curled her fingers in his, coquettishly batting her long, dark lashes. She laughed aloud at Jet’s raised brows, saying, “Come and away with me, caro. It is time you and I had nothing to focus on but one another.”

Both Secta and Gemma watched the two of them with nothing short of pure adulation, staying near to one another as though in comfort.

Lucida and Jet looked out over the sea of wedding guests and their offering to Immanis, smiling. Lucida could see the whites of Jet’s eyes past his painted mask; she wanted little more than to take it off him, and see how he had handled the exhausting day of pomp and ceremony. She gave his hand a squeeze, and smiled a real smile, only for him.

The multitudes of Ilonans cheered for both Lucida and Jet as they strode down from the dais and out of the room, through the throng of prisoners who were made to kneel and press their foreheads to the floor, hands bound behind their backs. Each step they took echoed against the mosaic stone floor, and the resultant outcry of love and celebration filled the hall, reverberating against the stone

Though neither of them knew it, when Lucida’s trailing skirts brushed past the branded shoulder of a kneeling soldier, it was the closest Jet had been to Kieron in over a year.

Jet didn’t look down, and Kieron did not look up, and once again, they were apart.

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“Centralites and other citizens of the Allied territories!” one of the criers called. “Lift your heads and look upon him, Prince of Ilona. He is ruler of the free lands, and father to all the child-countries you call home. He is Immanis Venator.”

The remaining crew of the Jacob and the Maxima looked toward Immanis, lifting their heads from the floor. They remained kneeling, sitting back on their heels. They all stared up toward the dais, toward the man in body paint, tattoos, knives, and fine silks.

“Who speaks for you?” Immanis wondered of the group. “Where are your leaders?” His voice was low but loud, powerful and yet somehow oddly, smooth, like a strange honey that sweetened his words, even as they were threatening.

Sha sighed, clearing her throat, and carefully moved to stand. Nate did as well, as did Jules.

Kieron watched them, trembling, and swallowed roughly, wincing when any movement pulled at his stitches. He turned, looking toward the door where the Guardian and the Princess had left, feeling his heart in his throat. He had nearly cried out when the train of her wedding gown slid against his wounds, and now his mouth was full of blood for how he’d bitten his tongue to silence himself. He swallowed it back with a grimace, and turned back to see what was happening at the dais.

“Come and stand before me,” Immanis directed, gesturing to the foot of the dais. He stood, magnificent before them, all radiant presence and determined power. Up on the dais, he was taller than everyone, even in his bare feet.

Sha walked slowly, carefully, picking her way past the kneeling bodies of her crewmembers. Now and then, she let her fingers trail over someone’ shoulder, someone’s neck. We’ll be all right. This we’ll be fine. We’ll get out of this one; we’ve been in worse scrapes. It’ll all be okay.”

Nate and Jules joined her, without hesitation, standing shoulder to shoulder with her, their chins high, eyes focused.

“One ship. Three captains?” Immanis wondered of them, one brow raising, an almost smug look on his face.

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Bought And Paid For

The heady taste of you on my tongue
reminds me of caviar;
I can remember the slicksaltsweet,
and the spread of your thighs,
oiled and offered.
You are a rich love, with expensive tastes —
I didn’t think I could afford you,
but I’ll gladly pay the market price
until you’re off the shelves.

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DeathWatch No. 115 – I Am Reborn

This is Issue #115 of DeathWatch, an ongoing Serial. Click that link to go find ‘A Beginning’ and read from there, if you need to catch up.

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The stillness in Jet’s chambers made the hairs on the back of Secta’s neck stand up. He shivered as he shut the door behind himself, creeping in silently, tucking the lockpicks away in his servant robes. He picked his way through the room, smelling the stale soot from the brazier, the tang of aetheris and something… something else.

He did not see Jet; the bathroom door was shut, however; he cursed silently — the bathroom was small enough it would be hard to open the door undetected, no matter how perfectly silent he was.

He sighed heavily, and decided it was worth it — the wedding was less than a day away; either Jet would need help getting ready, perhaps if he were leaving, he would take Secta with him. The young man had no idea what else he’d do if he were sent away, at any rate; he didn’t imagine he’d last long at the Palace.

He opened the door, saying, “A thousand pardons, Guardian, but I–” and his voice was lost.

Secta felt his own heart slow, and skip a beat.

Jet lay in the tub, under jewel-red water that spilled in an unending tide over the edge of the copper and into the drains on the tiled floor around it. He was tucked in such a way that he was kept beneath the surface, and the water kept running.

“No,” Secta breathed, running for the tub.

The water was still scalding, steaming. He burned himself but paid no heed, hauling the Guardian’s prone body up. He dragged him up and over the edge and pulled him onto the tiled floor, screaming in his effort, twisting him to the side. He sobbed as he looked at the wounds on the Guardian’s wrists, at the flood of crimson that poured from him. “My Guardian,” he wept. “Why would you do this? Why would y–”

He stared as the wounds seared themselves shut, as the Black Stone of Ilona seemed to burn from the inside out.

The Guardian of Ilona shuddered, and he gasped as his eyes opened, his back arching as he writhed on the tile floor.

Secta pulled back, terrified, but the Guardian reached for him, panting, his eyes wide, his body glistening from the bath, laughter on his lips.

The Guardian sat up, looking joyous.

Secta helped him up, looking baffled and still nearly frightened.

“I am reborn,” Ilona’s Guardian laughed, cupping Secta’s face in his hands as they stood together. “My famulo. My perfect Secta,” he whispered, leaning to kiss the young man’s mouth warmly. “How I owe you so much. Come, help me up. Tell me how many days left until the wedding?”

“Less than one,” Secta breathed, left shocked from the kiss, and the complete horror of the situation. “My Guardian. My master,” he said, his knees buckling as he sagged against Jet, pulling back to stuff his hands against his mouth, to stop himself from crying.

“Shhh, shh, Secta, all is well. You’ve done perfectly. I needed to shed my old self. My old life. My old heart. Immanis needed something of me I did not know how to give, as the old Jet. I have given up that heart, bled it dry. All that is left is the new Jet. Ilona’s Black Stone. Your Guardian,” he said quietly, rubbing Secta’s back, petting his head. “It’s all right. I’m well. You are safe,” he promised.

“My heart could not bear it if you ever were to do that again,” Secta finally managed, trying to control his breathing.

“Your heart shall not have to bear it again,” Jet promised softly.

“I came… I came in to tell you that you would have to ready yourself. Tomorrow begins the festivities, if I tell Immanis you are ready. And you and Lucida will meet when the Luminora is afire, and the two of you will join yourselves as one. There will be entertainers, the streets will be full of performers, all the houses and the public will vie to bring you gifts, Immanis will present you with gifts–”

“…am I to present Immanis with one?” the Guardian wondered, biting his lower lip briefly.

“I’ve found one you can give him,” Secta said, looking proud. “The Eburneis Dea was brought down. You can give him its people. You ordered it found and brought back, if you remember, while our Prince was felled,” Secta said.

“You are magnificent,” Jet whispered, leaning to kiss Secta again, nuzzling his forehead. “You have thought of everything, have you not? You were worried I had actually ended myself, but you had prepared for me to go through with this?”

“I prayed you would wed Lucida. I prayed you would remain here, so I could remain with you,” Secta said, squeezing Jet’s hand.

“…to whom did you pray?” Jet wondered.

“To my Guardian. To you,” Secta said softly.

“It seems we can add ‘answering prayers’ to my list of miraculous feats,” Jet said, embracing Secta once more.

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The wedding itself would be spoken of for eons.

There had never been such excess, such beauty, such radiance and joy. There had never been two more shining examples of Ilonan perfection — the Princess turned all heads, draped in brilliant jewels and the finest of silks, and the Guardian turned them again, enveloped in the blackest of robes, his face painted, his enameled mask gleaming in the lamplights. The streets were lined in lights, in color, in performers and flowers and dancers.

The ceremony itself, full of song and glorious proclamation, was sent out to public commscreens, shortwaved to all ships, and recorded for future posterity. Prints of it would be sold and put up in hundreds and hundreds of thousands of homes throughout the Luminoran lands.

When the new couple sat enthroned outside the palace gates so every Ilonan who wished it could show their devotion, they handed out coins and cakes and tiny tokens of blessing, touching the citizens that came to pay homage, blessing them with their very hands.

The Prince, Gemma, Acer, and Secta were in close attendance, watching with proud eyes.

Secta also waited in the background, having told absolutely no one of how he found Jet the morning before; he handed Jet everything he needed, moments before it was required, and the day went both smoothly and beautifully.

Wedding gifts included horses, guards, servants, perfumes, silks, aetheris, promises of soldiers, airships, war machines, coin, alliances, trade routes, and ran from only barely modest to entirely ridiculously excessive.

House Tenebrae made it known they would ally themselves with House Venator; the Ilonan line would be secure, without a doubt. Acer Plaga was a guest of honor and pledged his life to the service of Ilona. His father, far enough away, did not send word of dissent, which in itself was miraculous.

The Prince himself bestowed upon them four other estates and retinues.

And once Jet and Lucida had accepted all these things, and the celebrations had gone on long into the night, and revelers were unabashedly delighted, drunk on wine, high on aetheris, the Prince proclaimed it the hour for the lucky couple to finally adjourn. “Your melluna, my brother, my sister, my most precious family. You will be locked away in your own wing to enjoy only one another’s company,” he told them kissing them both upon each cheek.

“One final gift,” Jet said, looking to Immanis.

“I have given you all I can,” Immanis laughed. “Now that you have my sister, what will you ask of me?”

“Not for him,” Lucida laughed. “For you, Immanis.” Her bright eyes were delighted; Jet had allowed Secta to tell her what was planned. She nearly danced with joy for it, looking to the hall’s grand entrance.

“What is it?” Immanis wondered, his eyes widening, as he turned to look.

The doors were pulled open, and as dirty, bloody, ragged, exhausted prisoners began to be led in, each chained to the next, Jet leaned in, his lips nearly against Immanis’s ear, his whisper a warm caress against his Prince’s cheek. “I have brought you the surviving attackers of the Viridian Valley,” he murmured, listening to Immanis’s heartbeat turn to thunder. Jet’s lips curled in triumph as he purred, “My Immanis… You shall have a hunt.”

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DeathWatch No. 114 – That’s what I said!

This is Issue #114 of DeathWatch, an ongoing Serial. Click that link to go find ‘A Beginning’ and read from there, if you need to catch up.

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“If you wanted intelligence, friend, y’shouldn’ve blowed up her fucking ship.” Nate’s laugh was real, but it cut off as the blow landed against his stomach. He doubled over, groaning, and was manhandled into a seat, and shackled there.

Sha sat next to him, eyeing her shackles, then rolling her eyes at Nate’s humor. “You’ll get yourself keelhauled you know,” she laughed darkly.

“Eh. I’ll piss all over Ilona while I’m up there,” Nate laughed.

The Ilonan in the room with them cuffed him in the back of the head, and finished bolting his chains to the floor. “Welcome aboard the Tropaeum,” he growled.

Beyond the humor, Nathan watched Sha, and Sha watched Nathan, both of them with eyes on the other’s face to assess pain and potential. Each of them tried to figure if they could get out of the trouble they were in, and whether the other could make it, if they tried to escape.

“You expect me to believe you simply rode a twin-screw into the ground, and walked away?” the Ilonan snorted.

“That’s what I said!” Nate said, tsking. “S’why she owes me another bottle,” he added, nodding to Sha. I’m all right. I promise.

She nodded to his arm, where it was still strapped against his body, bleeding sluggishly, useless.

He shrugged, and tried hard not to wince.

“You gave us quite a chase,” the man said, his lips pursed.

“Hard not to run when your downed ship is being fired on,” Sha muttered, rolling her eyes. “Wasn’t going to stay and wait for the welcoming committee — they seemed… I don’t know… angry about something.”

“Can we go back to the camp now? I loved the ambiance. Campfire. Rainstorms. Unholy screaming,” he offered, biting off those last words with bared teeth. His heart thundered in his chest; he had heard her voice. Jules. Her name rested behind his eyes, on his tongue, a prayer he whispered to himself almost constantly, when he wasn’t being watched. She was alive. She was alive, when she made that sound. Perhaps she was alive, still.

He was ignored, much to his chagrin.

Another Ilonan came in with a small sheaf of papers. He spoke lowly to the first man, and they eyed both Sha and Nate with distaste. When the second one left, the first one said, “You will be taken to Ilona proper, into the capital,” the man said dully. “You’ll be turned over to the Prince. His Majesty will do as he sees fit.”

“Oh, goody. I’ve always loved meeting royalty,” Nate said, wagging his eyebrows and grinning with great false cheer.

He received another punch, this time enough that he slumped in his chair, unconscious.

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The reunion below decks was bittersweet. The crew was chained to one another, and to the ship itself, and the quarters were inhumanly close. When Sha and Nate were brought down, people gave a cry and a cheer, thrilled to see their Captain again.

“Hey now, hey now,” Sha said. “I’m glad to see you all, too. I figured it would be better if we all died together, eh?”

The gallows humor got a laugh and another cheer from the crew; even the cadets seemed heartened.

“Jules? Jules!” Nate cried, immediately looking for her. “Is she here? Did she make it?” he asked the chained soldiers and cadets.

A familiar voice answered, “She survived the fall. And the jump. And the first battle, and whatever questioning they put her through. Then she had a vision, and they took her away.” The sea of cadets and soldiers split, and Sha and Nate beheld Kieron, dirty, stitched, ragged, but alive. “I haven’t seen her since. They brought me down here a little while ago.”

“Fuck, Brody, you look like shit,” Nate said.

“And you, Commander, are a sight for sore eyes,” Kieron said, smiling exhaustedly.

Long minutes passed, or perhaps hours, while what was left of the crews of the Maxima and the Jacob shared stories and swapped quiet remembrances of fallen comrades.

The ship gave a lurch, suddenly, and the cadets froze, while seasoned airmen and women shrugged it off. It was one of the smoothest liftoffs they’d ever felt.

“Is she on the ship?” Nate wondered aloud. “Fuck, is she even on the ship?”

And that is when the door to the hold opened again, and soldiers marched in, dragging a small, angry form.

“Put me down! I can walk! Get your fucking hands off me! Let me fucking go!” Jules snarled, struggling and kicking at her captors.

An impassive, unfazed Ilonan chained her to another crewmember, and dropped her on the hold floor, and walked away.

She got up and moved to charge after him, but the chain wouldn’t go far enough, and she was jerked back, cursing and swearing up a storm. She only stopped, flicking her mussed copper curls out of her face when she turned around and saw Nathan there, plain as day, staring right back at her, goggle-eyed. “You,” she breathed. “Oh, you stupid, wonderful, crazy–”

He laughed aloud to see her, the sound ragged and triumphant all at once, his voice breaking as he exclaimed, “You daft, perfect, ridiculous–”

She reached to put her arms around him, but her chains kept her just shy of managing it; they rattled, and her hands strained, opened and shut at the end of her shackles, pulling at the cuffs. She uttered a low scream of frustration, thwarted from the only thing that mattered.

He reached for her, but had the same problem: his chains and his wounded arm kept him from getting close enough.

Snarling in frustration, Jules strained in her bonds, and managed to get her fingertips almost close enough to brush his. She felt like she could feel the heat of him, and her eyes fluttered shut as she leaned as far as possible, breathing it in in long, heavy gulps, desperate for the connection.

Nathan strained, shifting, reaching, and gritted his teeth against the agony. Something still felt wrong, pulled loose or torn, or perhaps simply cut too deep.

“Don’t,” Jules breathed, looking to him as though they were not surrounded by hundreds of the crew. “We’ll have time. Don’t hurt y–”

Nathan’s eyes seemed to light up; he pulled, growling, furious, determined, and the awful sound of his shoulder pulling from its socket was heard. He uttered a low cry and staggered the extra few inches, grabbing her hand with his, looking nearly faint.

The instant Jules’s palm slid over his, and her hand clutched it tight, Nate wept, bowing his head.

“I love you, Jules.”

“I love you, Nathan. Shh, shh, Einin,” Jules whispered, rubbing her thumb over the back of his hand. “Mo Einin. Na caoin — don’ cry, love. Don’ cry. You’re all right. I’m all right. We’ve lost some good ones, but we took some with us,” she whispered fiercely. “Don’ cry,” she pled, her own eyes filling with tears.

The two stood in the center of the hold, surrounded by their crewmates, but all alone in their brief connection, he with his head bowed, she with her eyes only for him.

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Servant

I imagine your lips,
parting,

soft and sweet,
crushed against mine,
delicate, a bruised flower

full of nectar,
dripping sweetness,
dropping slow honey
against your tongue.

I imagine your heartbeat as thunder,
and your touch as fire.

I crave you against all reason,
and know if you were to ask it of me,
I would submit utterly.

I am yours in all things,
for duty, for love,
for service, for pleasure.

Take note of my devotion
–it is unlike any other–
and even if
you will not love me,

witness my love,
and tell me
it pleases you.

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