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They fell away, at the sound of her. The creatures pulled back in horror and pain, the fire of their touch rebounding unto them, as though her voice, as though the music itself were burning.

She sang, sang high into the night, and not only did the beasts fall back, but the rest of us, as well, fell back, hands to our ears, hearing her voice, hearing the music within as though for the first time.

The heavens opened, for one brief moment, the dark dome of night clouds tore open, and an even darker night above shone with a thunder of stars, a lightning of music to answer her, a beacon, guiding to us our only salvation.

It came in glory, wreathed in light, promising hope, and it sang in answer to Riesa, sang in concert with her, the harmony filling the air, and the things that were still worrying at Ilen began to froth in rage before it.

Its feet barely touched the ground as it danced through the air, an outstretched hand touching each of us as it slipped through the crowd, moving closer to the beasts. With its touch, those of us who were still living felt the fear in our hearts dissipate. Those that lay all but dead on the ground breathed their last, and knew peace.

The things that came up from the ground, steaming, snarling, flung themselves at it in an attempt to pull it limb from limb, to rend it into little more than feathers and blood, screaming obscenities and hatred, daring it to touch them, daring it to act.

Instead, it sang a single, shining note, and drew its hand through the air, plucking from the sound a blade of song. The sword kissed rock-hard skin and burning flesh, cutting through the assault as if it were nothing, rending blood from bone, and breath from beast. The demons that plagued us were felled by its dance, and bloodied the stonegrass at our feet as easily as Ilen had.

When it was over, when we were saved, it stood in our midst, wings tipped crimson, hands dripping in steaming red.

It lifted Riesa from the ground, and put her back to her feet, then pointed back in the direction of Songfall, as if to remind us where we belonged.

A powerful downbeat of its wings did not stir the dust — the world around us was red clay, now — but carried it high into the night, and bore it aloft, toward the home it had given us.

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In Her Name

We have killed.

We have killed many.

The blood of child and dragon alike stains our armor. When I take watch, I put my back to the fire, and guard them against the things that follow us in the night. They trust me, even if they say they don’t. Even if they have no reason to. I watch them sleep, and I think of her, far and away, though she may no longer wait for me.

I think of her, even as I step through the feywild to slip close enough and slit the throats of those I once had to call brother, to keep low the suspicions of those I now must call friend. Those whose lives I now save, so that I may save her. They don’t even know her name. They do these things in the name of peace, to forestall a greater war. Atrocities, to save the world from those worse than us.

In the night, when I keep watch, most of them have bad dreams.

If I ever slept, I imagine I would have nightmares, myself.

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Waiting

It has always been
disastrous, this
feeling of impending–

tonight I lie here
howling, claws
extended,
raking through the black,

reaching for the light.

I never know
what’s coming;

I never can
get the best of it,
the way you seem to
get the best of me,

every time.

Circling back,
I come around,
I come to you,

I ache for you,
this breakable, broken, unspoken hope–

it holds its breath
alongside me.

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Clever

The desperation in Carson’s eyes gave her pause. He kept staring somewhere over her left shoulder–what was it? She looked again, squinting. Nothing. Finally, she asked outright, “What?”

“What, what?” he began, his expression changing once he realized she was looking at him. He shifted, foot to foot, looking somewhat guilty. Over what, she simply couldn’t tell.

“Stop it. You’ve been giving me orphan-eyes this whole time,” she sighed. “I just want to know what the hell you’re up to, and why you’re not bothering to whinge.” Her own expression moved to one of dawning, a slow realization that made her feel both clever, and suspicious. “You know,” she began, narrowing her eyes and leaning in to look at him, “Every other time, you give me this endless spiel of ‘No.’ You’re the reason I can’t have any fun! No, Carissa,” she said, taking on a mocking tone, “That was mother’s ring–leave it in the casket! No, Carissa, you’re not supposed to put foxglove in Auntie’s tea; it’s not nice! No, Carissa, acid in the candies for Hallow’s Eve wasn’t a clever joke. Now Lettie hasn’t got any lips, Carissa,” she said, mocking, rolling her eyes. “Well maybe if Lettie weren’t a piglet, she’d have noticed before she put the whole lot in her mouth!”

He bit his lip, looking saddened and said, “She’s our sister, Carissa.”

“That doesn’t make a whit of difference!” she said, stamping her foot. “And anyway, I laughed, and that’s the proof that it was a very clever joke!” she said. “Now come along; you’re very slow, you know.”

“I know,” he said quietly, ducking his head and hurrying after her.

When they reached the end of the passage, Carissa came to a sudden stop, and Carson–with his shoulders hunched, his head ducked–bumped into her. She dropped the light, and it rolled past her feet, right off the ledge, disappearing into the black. She squealed, indignant, and whirled around to put a finger in his face and snap, “Watch where you’re going, you ridiculous oaf! Now I’ve lost the torch — give me yours.”

“I’ll carry it, Carissa. That way your hands can be free,” he said, his tone carrying just enough groveling.

“Oh, fine,” she sighed, rolling her eyes again. “But light up the path; we’ve only got the one, and I don’t want you tripping me up.”

“Of course, Carissa,” he murmured. He carefully pointed the light toward her feet, and the two of them began to walk down the ledge, circling the pit.

Down and down and down, circles and circles. Impatient, she finally said, “How much further? You said not very far. We’ve been walking for hours!” She continued to complain, marching down the stairs, a litany of every wrong done to her by everyone else in the world.

Now and then Carson would respond with “Sorry, Carissa,” and keep walking with her.

“It’s moments like these where I wonder why I bother bringing you along,” she fussed. She kept walking, but rummaged in her bag, to take out her canteen, and drain it greedily. She badgered Carson into giving her his, which he did with reluctance. “Ugh,” she said, clearing her throat. “I’ll bet you didn’t even clean it from the last time we were out,” she muttered. “Useless.”

To that, he answered, “Only a little further, now.”

“Good,” she said. “I’m feeling dizzy, and I don’t know if this is very fun anymore.”

They walked on in silence, until Carissa stumbled, staggering against the side of the stone wall, and uttered a low, trembling moan. “Oh!” she gasped. “Oh, Carson, I’m quite dizzy. I really am very–” She tripped again, and this time, felt something wrench in her foot, pop in her ankle. She would have screamed, but instead she crumpled, and everything went dark.

* * *

When she awoke, Carissa found herself on the floor, no Carson to be seen. He had left her a canteen and a small pack of food. Her foot was propped up. “Stupid boy,” she muttered groggily. “Didn’t even wrap my ankle. Carson! Carson!” she shouted, but there was no answer.

* * *

When she began to get hungry, she opened up the small satchel of food, and realized right away he’d left her his bag. He always packed much better than she, for these trips; she wolfed down his sandwiches, and drank his tea, to the last drop. When she was finished, she continued to rummage; her tummy felt a little off, and she hoped he had a bit of bismol or something tucked away. her head ached, and her chest tightened, and her stomach felt worse, and worse. She couldn’t find a bit of medicine, but instead she found the little waxed paper bundle of sweets tucked in the bottom. “Serves him right,” she said, peeling it open and popping a handful into her mouth. They wouldn’t settle her stomach, but at least they would settle her ire. She crammed a second handful in, and let her teeth break through all the thin sugar shells at once. The syrup was lemon and honey, but the sourness of it was too much. It stung something awful, and the sharp sugar shells cut her lips. Her ankle throbbed and her head swam–her chest pounded, an enemy at the gate–and now she could taste blood on her tongue; her lips were all but on fire.

When Carson came into view, she sobbed aloud, reaching up for him, wild-eyed. He caught her wrist, and she felt relief, until all he did was pluck the ring from her finger, and let her hand drop back in her lap. She tried to speak, but remnants of candies and tongue fell onto her chest in a honey-drool of red.

“This is for Mother, and aunt Maybelline, and Lettie,” he said, sliding the topaz onto his pinkie. “And this,” he murmured, watching the light in her eyes go out, “was clever.”

He picked up the torch, and headed back up the spiral staircase, alone.

* * *

This was for a fiction challenge from Terrible Minds. Choose five words, then construct the story, 1000-word limit. This one is 1000, precisely.

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Ten Little Chapters

* 1 *

The first thing to happen had been a kiss.

* 2 *

There had been a kiss, and she hadn’t expected it. She may have loved and wanted it, but she had not expected it, and that was the thing. They had been playing at love, disastrous and hungry and confused, never even holding hands because she could not bear to be touched. He had always stayed just at arm’s reach, not to keep her away, but because she

(this is not me)

kept him at bay. He would have stepped closer had she only let him. Time and time and time again, he offered, and she refused, even though she had no idea she had ever been asked. And then, just the once, she stepped in, instead of out, and he thought that perhaps she had finally joined the dance.

(Will you, won’t you?)

In that instant, between heartbeats, between breaths, between moments, there was the fissure that divided One Thing from The Next. Neither of them knew it; it could have been any other moment, but instead, this one wore fire on its sleeve and took bites out of hearts.

* 3 *

Neither of them would remember just how it happened, but it happened all the same. There had been a kiss, in the middle of the square, in a crush of people, with the sun shining down, all silver and gold and bright. His lips touched hers, warm, almost feverhot, the kind of kiss that could have ended then and there, were he any other boy, were she any other girl. It could have ended, but it didn’t, and they each leaned in, eager, delighted, giddy in the way that first kisses can be. The shock of it spindled her, drove through her, and she breathed in, and opened her eyes, because the kiss had stopped, because he was gone, he was nothing, he folded in on himself and went down. She realized it then, in an abstract way, the nature of the thing

(what rough beast)

inside her, that it would not allow even a moment of respite. She realized it then, no longer abstract, but as physical as the thing she felt, as though it were, in fact, a spindle, a pin holding her to velvet, caught. She realized how much it damned her, how much it would steal, how it would swallow everything she ever touched, everything she ever desired. Between that breath, that first breath after being kissed, and the exhale that was the last word she spoke in this world, everything changed.

* 4 *

She remembers saying aloud, “Oh,” and looking around at the people, the cars, the whole of it, when no one had yet realized that the young man at her feet would never get back up, or maybe they had realized, but did not think to care about one lone fallen boy amongst all the rest. That they wouldn’t care, that the world wouldn’t care, that nothing and no one but her would change because of this seemed somehow Wrong.

* 5 *

She remembers, looking down at his ‘almost like he’s sleeping’ face, which was still sweet, and then everything is blank. Not a torn out page, or a few moments of black in the midst of a movie, or that dead-air when the DJ fails to load a song correctly, but a blank that somehow thundersang of infinite silence, a nothing so defiant of the politics of nonexistence, so rebellious, it wore a red dress and laughed, defying all preconceived notions of what was, and would would be.

* 6 *

When she woke, the city was on fire. She was curled up, fetal, tangled up with herself. She was alone. There was not even a scrap of him to commit him to memory. It took a while to come undone, to make limbs work, to come back to herself and remember there was this thing called Gravity, this thing called Breathing, this thing called Standing Up, especially because they had all been rendered somewhat useless due to this thing called Confusion. Aftershocks moved through the ground now and then, as what sounded like meteors kept hitting the ground, the last echoes of further dominoes falling and falling.

* 7 *

Bodies were everywhere, but not whole or recognizable. They littered the ground like confetti, like lost party favors found the morning after, while cleaning through the hangover. She staggered in circles, wider and wider,

(the centre cannot hold)

from the middle of the crater, dust covering her, obfuscating the violence of color that clung to her from her Past Life,

(everything was Past, now)

blood pooling in her eyelids, dripping down her cheeks in dark tears. Choking down gulps of onfire air, panting like an animal, she reached the lip of ground zero going backwards, and stumbled up over the event horizon, where she could see what should have been the towering walls of the steel and concrete canyons that were home, the billboards and signs, the teeming populace, the city that never slept, except that at the moment, the city itself had suffered some kind of traumatic brain injury and was in a coma.

* 8 *

The city itself was all but leveled, and a hundred-thousand-thousand blackbirds were wheeling and diving through the smoke and stormclouds, landing as one, atop a swath of what had once been street, and was now rubble and humanity, blended into mud. They would take off as a flash again, a flutter of black wing against grey sky, smoke and ash grown thick enough to blot out the sun, and she followed their progress for awhile, staring with half-blind eyes, because her all-deaf ears had nothing to give her.

* 9 *

“What day is it?” she asked them, but her voice and her wonder were lost in the dust, and the question was, too.

* 10 *

She walked, looking for answers, but everyone’s eyes were blank

(as pitiless as the sun)

and everyone’s lips were blood, and only the whirling, whorling, diving blackbirds followed her, and sang, and she couldn’t hear them, anyway.

* * *

This is in response to Chuck Wendig’s Flash Fiction Challenge called ‘Ten Little Chapters’. It is 1000 words, precisely.

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