On the run

“Get up,” the blue-eyed man hisses. “Get up, and run,” he snarls, grabbing hold of the back of the other man’s hair and making him run. “GET UP!” he shouts, and he pulls his gun to put it to the back of the man’s head. “Fucking run, or they’ll kill you. Slow me down, and I will,” he snaps.

They run, the both of them, not partners, not friends, only escapees.

The first night, they find a place to bed down, to eat a little, and then all but fall unconscious.

The second night, he says, “I’m going to have to trust you, but only out of sheer desperation. Fuck me over, and even if they get me, I’ll make sure you go first.”

The third night, he has to move them again — he knows they’ve been spotted, and their hiding place is compromised.

The fourth night, the man he made run with him picks up his gun while he’s falling asleep and says, “And now that you’re not pointing this at me, I can lead them to you.”

Unwavering, he says, “If that gun had any bullets, I might have worried.” When the other man looks stunned, and lowers the weapon with trembling hands, the blue-eyed man grabs it from him, whips it around, and shoots him in the face. “And if you weren’t a fucking idiot, I might have worried more.”

Without bothering to clean up, he leaves.

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This is Home

Middle of the night, and Jay slips out of bed, needing to pee. Hazy, he meanders in that direction, and stubs his toe on something — a shouted curse nearly escapes his lips, but then he realizes he tripped over John’s sneaker. He turns, and looks back into the bed, to espy the young man with his spiky, deep red hair, and the innocent sleep that’s blanketing him in warmth, in the midst of the air-conditioned room.

He stares long enough that it’s his bladder that reminds him to hurry the hell up, and he hops off to the bathroom. Once finished, he gets himself the barest finger of scotch, and drinks it down, moving to the balcony to light a smoke, and think hard.

“He came home,” Jay says to himself softly. “He thinks it’s home.” There are tears in his eyes — tears of joy, he realizes. It was hard, so hard to lose John. So hard to lose someone he’d fallen in love with so completely. Harder still to realize that that young man might never come back. And harder yet to see the boy wearing his face, smiling with his lips, watching with his eyes, standing so damned close, and being so sweet. God, and then to send him off to Amir, to have sex, to learn about pleasure. Jay puts his face in his hands and stifles the brief sob; he’s not quite sure he can come to terms with that, but it’s said and done and it’s no one’s fault but his own. He sent John there; the boy said so, last night. And quite right — if he’s going to make a new life, or recapture his old one, he’ll want his skills, his connections.

But even after all that… this is home. John feels home with Jay and it heals Jay’s heart in a way it desperately needed.

“Home,” Jay says aloud, tasting the word on his lips. He smiles, wiping his eyes, and sighs, contented, a determined feeling settling into his bones. It’s no use mourning for the John that’s gone, when there’s a beautiful, wonderful one here. “I won’t waste this,” Jay tells himself, and stubs out the smoke to head in, lock up, rinse his mouth and crawl right back into bed, pulling the blankets away from where he can lay his skin to John’s. He’ll tuck them in and lay his cheek to John’s shoulder, whispering, “You’re my home. Love you,” as he falls back asleep.

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What do you say?

The rich, sweet, rolling tones of a low Arabic-accented English combine with a language of hate, brutal and thick with fury, whispered softly in a thin veneer of calm. The cold-eyed man with a streak of iron gray in his otherwise jetblack hair delivers a solid blow, and the muffled crunch of bones cracking can be heard within the empty warehouse. The form cuffed between the two posts sags, his knees buckling, and he collapses to them–they hit the ground and he hisses through his teeth, gasping, and blood patters to the dusty, oilstained floor, breathed from lungs too choked to do anything else but cough.

The two men are not alone — with them stands another form, shackled but not to posts, no posts that anyone can see, at any rate. This form has dark ringlets as well, dark eyes, and milkpale skin, his Romanesque features a startling recollection of David, if only with thinner lips, and his body similar, but thinner, nearly to the point of emaciation. He watches keenly, sometimes the older man, sometimes the younger.

The silence of the place is enormous, swallowing the bright jingling of heavy chain, and the hoarse rasp of bleeding breath.

“You’ve disobeyed,” the man whispers. “Shamed me. Disgusting. What have you to say, hmm?” He pauses in his beating, to reach out and touch the chin of the man who is getting back to his feet. Tilts his head up. Makes dark eyes meet darker ones. “What do you say?”

The young man, beautiful and unbroken, looks at his father in fear and love and misery, blood running from his lips, and then looks away, to meet the eyes of the other man who watches. The pale man looks away, even his unblinking stare unable to overcome the raw grief in the
young man’s eyes.

The older gentleman delivers a sharp, swift kick to the front of the chained man’s left shin, and the younger man drops then, nearly fainting from the pain, as the jagged white ends of his bones tear through muscle, skin, and fabric, to gleam wetly in the dim warehouse light, visible through the tear in the pantleg.

“What do you SAY?” the older man says, his anger betrayed as the shout burns his throat.

It is then that the younger man looks up, a strange expression on his face, something akin to hope, but in fact, something almost, almost like amusement. Blood has run over his skin, painting him savage. His hair hangs in sweat-tangled ringlets, and his body is covered in bruise after bruise, bronze flesh darkened cruelly with blood spreading under the skin. His once-fine suit hangs from him in tatters, and it is obvious that he is in worlds of pain… and yet, his lips curve in the faintest of smiles.

In that smile comes the undoing of the older man’s patience. The sudden flurry of blows comes down, rocking the body on the chains, for that’s all it is; that’s all it is, a body, now, the torn lung and brain haemorrhage combined with the shaking of this last and brutal beating doing for all the world what numerous previous beatings and assassination attempts could never do.

When the older man is finished, has spent himself, he steps back and stares at the piece of meat hanging from the posts, and spits on it, cursing under his breath. He looks over his shoulder at the one who watched, and growls lowly, “I’m not finished with him, yet. Wake him. Send him home. Let him think he’s lucky.”

The older man strides out, and it’s a full beat before the pale man moves at all, save for those dark eyes. And then he peels free of his coat, and shirt — sigils and symbols blaze against his skin in darkly iridescent scarlet, and black-tipped, scarlet wings flare from his shoulders as though torn free, feathered and glistening. When he goes to the body, his hands are fists, but then one flexes, reaches open, and plunges into the chest of the dead man, causing the corpse to convulse, to tip its head back and draw in a long, anguished breath. The scream is unholy, and dark eyes widen in terror and agony while crushed bones knit, the battered heart stutters into new rhythm, the brain reawakens, and the lungs shriek blood to free themselves.

The winged thing withdraws its hand, now that the man stands, trembling, bloodied but remade, his voice dying away as he is no longer penetrated in that fashion. The pale one takes hold of the chained man’s chin, and tilts it up, as the older man had done only a little while before, mimicking that authority, and says, his voice silver and corroded all at once, “There’s only so many times I can do that. I would cease provoking the man, if I were you, Amir.”

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Brother/Sister

“Where to, sir?” the voice behind the darkened partition asks.

“The jet, Jarrah,” Amir says softly, rubbing his eyes and then closing
them as he lays his head against the soft cushion behind him.

“Yes, sir,” Jarrah answers, and slides the partition shut. He doesn’t
ask questions, and it’s been long enough that he barely thinks them
any more.

As the car hums along, Amir feels the phone buzz in his pocket, and he
glances at the caller first, before sighing heavily as he picks up and
says, “You do know it’s the middle of the damned night, and by all
rights, I should be sleeping.” His voice is calm, betraying none of
the irritation he feels. Nevertheless, the caller can hear it — can
feel it.

She’s always been able to.

“You’re alive, at least. I had imagined something far, far worse than
hearing you, angry,” Amirah says.

“I’m not angry,” Amir tells her, his voice blank.

“You can fool the world, brother, but not me,” she quips. “I’ll bet
your pretty lips told plenty of lies tonight. I could taste them. What
is going on?”

“Business, sister,” he says lowly. “Business.”

“Important business, to interrupt your trysting,” she says, and there
is laughter in her voice. If Amir were truly not angry, the amusement
she felt would color his mood; he could let himself revel in it, and
release whatever mild tensions he had. As it was, however, he was
furious, and hurt, and disappointed. When he doesn’t answer, it is
his mood that colors hers, and she hisses, “Father?”

“He’s called me, Amirah,” he says quietly. “He’s called, and he is angry.”

“What are you going to do?” she wonders, anxious.

“Go to see him,” Amir Asad murmurs. “The only thing I can do.”

“You can’t, Amir,” she answers. “You cannot. Wait it out. The anger
will fade. Finish your work here — don’t go now. You won’t come back.
Don’t go, Amir. Think of all you’ll leave behind; what of your
boy? What of John? Certainly he can keep you occupied as he has
been?”

“That is precisely why I must go, Amirah. If this thing with Father
is to be settled, it must be settled now. I cannot risk him coming
here again. If he seeks further information on what I am doing, what
do you think he will do to that boy?”

“Amir. There is something you aren’t telling me about him. I feel you
hiding it.”

“Am I? Truly? Perhaps I am only hiding it from myself, sister. Can’t
you see it?” he teases quietly, darkly.

“If that is your truth, Amir, then do what you will. If you can deal
with Father, so much the better. Do nothing foolish. And come home,
soon. I love you, brother.”

“I love you, sister. Take care of him for me.”

“…wh–Amir? Amir!” she cries, but the line is dead.

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Alternates/Dialogue/Lifetimes ago

“Hi.”
“Hey you.”
“Hey yourself.”
“How’re you feeling?”
“Eh… up and down. The peaks and valleys are smoothing, but not enough for my liking. I’ll be going along fine, then all of the sudden all I want to do is eat, fuck, scream, cry, sleep, wank, whatever.”
“So… the usual?”
“Har har.”
“You’re getting better. It’ll be okay.”
“Yeah. I’m just worried I’ll break Gabe.”
“Jane would be sad. She likes the boy.”
“Right? Hah. Well, I need to make sure I don’t break her, either.”
“She’s not that delicate.”
“Well, you wouldn’t appreciate it if I knocked her down and had her every which way but sideways, would you?”
“So long as she was up for it, and you weren’t infringing on my time, eh.”
“Ah, we’ve managed to get rid of the possessive gene, hmm?”
“Slowly but surely. She and Marcus fooled around, and I thought I’d freak out more… but it turns out I’m good.”
“Awwww, my little Lindsey’s all growed up.”
“Careful. I’ll revoke that permission to have my girlfriend if you’re not nice to me.”
“Too late. I’m already fucking her in my mind.”
“Agh, just stay out of my bed when you do it.”
“When? We’re already assuming that I’m gonna?”
“I know you, Lor.”
“Hee. I guess you do.”
“Like for instance, you already did.”
“…”
“Bingo.”
“Wait, but–”
“Give it a rest, it’s all right. I’m not an idiot. But next time, hide it better, or come clean. It wouldn’t even be a big deal except for the sneaking.”
“Lindsey–”
“I’m not mad, okay?”
“Did she tell you?”
“Is that relevant?”
“…I told her I knew you better, and to keep it from you, because you were the kind of guy that would rather not know, but that I’d feel around for it. I instigated shit, she enjoyed herself, but I don’t think I was fair about it, and I don’t know if I was doing it for fun, or spite, or what… but–”
“Whoa, whoa whoa. Enough. Seriously.”
“Can I say something?”
“Sure.”
“I don’t want this to turn into Annie again. I don’t want to fight over her. I don’t want her to feel like she’s got to choose. I don’t want a third of her time. She’s yours, as long as she wants to be, anyway–I’m not looking for anything more than fun… I don’t think I even really meant to do what I did, but it seemed like fun, and she seemed game, and then it happened and–”
“We’ve all be there, love. You and I more than once.”
“I love you.”
“I know.”
“Are you really not mad?”
“I’m really not mad.”
“You’ve changed, Lindz.”
“…M’hoping for the better.”
“Yeah. You really have.”
“Good. You okay? You need anything?”
“No, I think I’m good.”
“Okay… I’m gonna have to get going. I’ve got another meeting. I just wanted to hear your voice.”
“Okay. Bye, Lindz.”
“Bye, Lor. Love you.”
“Thanks, babe. Love you too.”

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