Shooting Star

The sunrise was blue. She couldn’t get over the slick sheen of it, rippling across the void like water, curling purple at the edges, flickering silver. Heartbeat in her ears, and her breath kept fogging up the poly-carbonate in front of her face. With the sunshield up, her eyes would start to sting, soon, from so much input. She would have to get her work done soon; she wouldn’t be able to see the details if her sunshield was down.

She worked quickly, hands trembling, whole body tense with the knowledge that this was the last oxygen tank, and that everyone back inside was already blue-lipped. She watched the sunrise eclipse her field of vision, and watched the beauty of it just a little too long. When she turned her head away, she couldn’t make out the circuits any longer. She could see the ship’s hull beginning to glow, could see her own suit begin to light up. Her eyes stung and wept, and so she turned again, to watch the whole universe come afire and awake.

Far from the edge of sunrise, where the last stars of the night were twinkling out, she and her ship and her crew were a meteor streaking across the sky, pulsing with light, blazing with the last of life.

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Visions of Leni

I believed him, when he said he wouldn’t just kill her. I believed him, when he said he’d make it worse than that. For all the lies I’d caught him in, for all the betrayals, this wasn’t something I was going to push my luck on. I only had a few hours to get back to him with the drop, and while I could’ve taken forever to plan the perfect heist, he wasn’t going to wait a minute longer than he’d given me. She’d be tortured and left for me to find, piece by piece. All the while, she’d be knowing I failed her, and her last moments would be agony and despair.

I knew this, and I knew it with a chilling precision, with an unerring detail for one perfect, awful reason:

It wasn’t the first time he’d done it —

(visions of Leni, broken and bleeding, filled my meditation hours; her face could never wear accusations, but all the same, I knew this would be my fault)

— and if we didn’t catch him, it wouldn’t be the last.

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Nothing Like

I am nothing like
the tiny slip of a thing you have now.
I am nothing like
the babysmell of soft curls she bore you.
I am nothing like
the delicate ones
you saved and cradled.
I was strong before you.
And then you broke me.
I am strong again without you.
You shattered me.
I am reforged.
You cannot break me again.
I will bite deep into you,
peel back your skin,
bare your heart,
carve you up.
I will scatter you
to the four winds,
and you will never be whole again.

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Haiku For You

Freezing dark water
from icy heavens, heavy:
tears of the Fallen.

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You Were The Best

I want to remember
the before time,
when I had wings,

when I flew,
when I was higher
than the clouds.
When I was
the color of space,
and the stars were my eyes.

I want to remember
when I created fire,
and when I breathed light.
I want to remember
before you,

before you rose higher
than any other,
and then fell.
You were the best
at everything —

you were even the best
at ruining everything.

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