DeathWatch No. 27 – Don’t Look Back, Boy

This is Issue #27 of DeathWatch, the ongoing serial.

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Chained together, the prisoners shuffled through the market street, coughing at the road dust, stepping carefully over cobbles, hurried along toward the square. The walk wasn’t long, and people mostly stayed out of the way, if only because those guarding them are well-armed. Jet passed by dozens of men and women and children, in military uniforms, in regal dress, in rags. The heat of the place was stifling — it was hard to believe he was in the middle of winter two short weeks ago. When at last they were hauled to the trader’s bloc, the three surviving criminals were separated and sent to the auctioneer’s side, while the trader stood in front of Eisen and Jet, and examined them both bluntly. All the while, Jet listened to the language of Ilona, a strange and rhythmic thing that reminded him of the Academy, of the old languages they studied, the Latinates from the time Before.

“Open mouth,” the trader shouted to Jet, and he felt the man’s ringed fingers poking at his teeth and tongue. It took all of his self control to not bite down against the invasive touch. Even so, he jerked back, but the trader had his chain in his hand, and pulled him forward. “Lift arm. Other arm.” The man nodded, and reached a hand down to pinch Jet’s thigh, to slap his hips, saying, “Good muscle. Strong,” but when he put his hand between Jet’s legs to squeeze, laughing, “Is also strong, eh?” Jet snarled and his right hand curled into a fist. He nearly let it fly when Eisen reached over and stayed him, a warning look flashing in his eyes. The trader stepped back, smirking, and released Jet, turning to the Kriegsman.

He looked over Eisen in turn, checking his teeth, his muscles, and when he thrust his hand into Eisen’s trousers, Eisen locked eyes with him, smirking. The man’s eyebrows shot up and he pulled his hand back out, laughing and clapping him on the back. “Like fucking horse,” he crowed, chuckling, and turned back to the woman who’d brought them, dickering with her in the foreign tongue that Jet thought he might be able to understand — if people would just slow down.

In the end, the trader bought both Jet and Eisen outright, and ordered another assistant to take them away. Jet looked back after the woman, but she and her partner walked away with a fat purse, and never looked back.

“Don’t look back, boy,” Eisen said, as they were led out of the market by a different road. “If you can watch where you’re going, you might live longer.”

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Filthy and hungry, the two men were sent in a caravan of other men and women, oxen and goats, wagons of crates and barrels, slaves and servants and skilled workers, all of them plodding along the road out of the city itself, and further north. The city’s stifling heat stayed with them, and the dust on the road remained, filling Jet’s eyes and hair, covering his skin until he was streaked and ruddy. Eisen tore a strip from his shirt and tied it around his face, over his nose and mouth, and directed Jet to do the same — it provided no small amount of comfort immediately. When the rain came, it damped down the dust, but turned the road into mud. The caravan was stopped for a time when a wheel was broken, and again when one of the horses went lame from the mud and rocks. Jet slipped and fell, himself, and it was Eisen who lifted him up and helped him get his feet again. The young man was struck with a profound sense of gratitude toward the man who had become his compatriot in this awful journey.

The road itself wound into a walled-off palatial compound full of tall buildings of smooth, glimmering stone. Here there were sprawling villas with open centers, fountains and tree-lined avenues. Jet didn’t want to find it beautiful, but all the same, the delicacy and potent strength of the architecture couldn’t be denied.

The trader who had purchased them brought them up a set of grand steps and into an entrance hall that had the Kriegsman looking reluctantly impressed, and Jet looking baffled.

The wealth on display here was mind-boggling. Columns of marble, statues of marble and glass, inlaid with gems, paintings and vases, friezes and busts — the walls were full, and even the room itself was an inundation of artfully landscaped architecture. Hauled by their chains, the men were brought in front of a dais, and made to stand still. Jet shifted his weight from foot to foot and stared down at the floor, awed by the stone inlay, polished to a glassy sheen. The pattern was intricate and flowing, spiraling leaves caught whorling in an frozen wind.

The trader spoken in Ilonan, and when Jet lifted his eyes, he was grabbed by his collar and pulled to the floor roughly. There was nothing to be done for it but let his knees hit; he made a piteous sound and bowed his head, turning to bare his teeth at the trader, who looked smug. He turned to look up, but then he heard the answering voice. If Ilonan had sounded like music before, this voice made it a symphony.

And then it spoke in his own tongue. “I do not believe I have had the pleasure of a Kriegsman before now.”

Jet turned, looking startled to hear the words in his own language; he caught sight of Eisen, who was likewise on his knees, and stared up at the being who stood on the steps of the dais before them.

The creature was copper skinned and radiant, with long, dark hair that spilled over its shoulders, trailing over a well-muscled bare chest and broad back. He wore split skirts, like the men of the sands, a small collection of throwing knives strapped to his hips and forearms, and prominent body decoration elsewhere, glimmering tattoos that whorled over the skin, flowing with line and curve, muscle and sinew. Bare feet with painted nails strode purposefully across the intricate floor, until the Ilonan stood directly before Eisen. He took no notice of Jet for the moment, looking down at Eisen with impossibly pale eyes, staring for long moments, as though reading something in the Kriegsman’s face. He nodded, after a time, and then stepped before Jet.

Jet lifted his eyes, looking up at the Ilonan, still feeling the pain in his knees. When his own dark eyes met the pale ones of the being before him, he shivered, briefly, as though feeling a spider crawl over his skin. He blinked his eyes, giving a shake to rid himself of the feeling, and met the gaze once more, astonished at the terrifying beauty before him.

The Ilonan’s face registered astonishment as a brief flicker of the brow. His eyes narrowed, ever so slightly, and he leaned down just a touch, saying quietly, “What… are you?”

“Sorry?” Jet whispered. “I…”

“What is your name?” he hissed.

“J-Jet?” Jet stammered, feeling his heart hammering. “My name is Jet.”

“Jet,” the Ilonan said softly, tasting the word in his mouth, rolling it against the tip of the tongue. “Black stone,” he whispered, nodding. “You are mine,” he murmured. “Do you understand this?”

Jet felt, all at once, the strangest compulsion to agree. Yes. Yes, I am yours. The words crawled up the back of his tongue, settled, ready to be spoken. But as quickly as it came, it slipped away. No. I don’t belong here. I’m a prisoner here. He swallowed them down and shook his head. “No,” he whispered. “No, I want to go home.” Tears burned his eyes. “Please.”

The Ilonan’s eyes widened; he stood up straighter, and turned to look at Eisen. “You.” It was a command, all its own.

“Yes,” Eisen said, looking pained. “Yes?”

“You are mine, Kriegsman,” he intoned.

“Yes,” Eisen said, closing his eyes, and tears spilled over his cheeks. “Yes.”

Jet stared hard at his friend, at the man who had walked beside him, helped him out of the mud, shared water with him, spoke to him in the dark of the hold as they waited for light. Something had changed, not for the better. “Eisen?” he whispered, his heart thundering.

Eisen kept his eyes on the Ilonan, never turning to look at Jet, though Jet could see his face, and how his eyes had gone dim — hungry and hollow. Far and away.

Jet looked to the Ilonan again, panicked as he demanded, “What did you do? What did you do to him?”

The Ilonan turned back to Jet, and Jet could see the strange fire in the creature’s eyes — something that moved through him, something Jet felt wanted to devour him alive.

Something Jet realized he could avoid, though Eisen could not.

“You,” the Ilonan whispered. A command, but Jet knew in his bones he could disobey.

“No,” Jet said, shaking his head, a flicker of triumph touching his eyes.

It was short lived. Fury, then, washed over the Ilonan’s face, like a sunset against a twilight sky, rippling and ferociously beautiful. He stalked over to Eisen, removing one of the knives at his hip, and handed it to the kneeling man.

Eisen accepted the knife as though it were a precious gift, cradling it carefully in his hands, nodding. “Yes,” he whispered.

“No,” Jet begged, trying to get up. “No,” he said, his eyes darting from Eisen to the Ilonan and back again, his heart thundering, panic racing. “No, no, no–” he begged, rising from his knees. A sudden pressure hit the back of his neck, then, and he felt his muscles hum, and go tense. Agony poured through him, and Jet’s rising scream was cut off as his teeth clacked together, and he fell to the chamber floor, convulsed. He stared at Eisen as he lay on the floor, writhing in pain, his teeth clenched together, watching the Ilonan draw even closer.

The trader stood over him, holding what looked like an electric torch, sneering. “Aether taser is fun, hmm?”

“Kriegsman,” the Ilonan said softly, stepping forward and reaching out a hand to caress the side of his face.

Eisen wept, smiling, looking up at Ilonan as though he were the sun. “Yes,” he breathed, eager.

The Ilonan’s eyes flickered to Jet, as if to be certain he were watching, to be certain the young man knew his own powerlessness, and his expression was a mix of arrogance and pleasure as he whispered one last word:

“Die.”

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DeathWatch No. 26 – It’s Nothing Personal

This is Issue #26 of DeathWatch, the ongoing serial.

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The sudden shock of cold water was disorienting, frightening. Jet was torn from his bittersweet dreams with a cry, struggling to get to his feet, coughing, but as he came up off his knees, there was a heavy rattle, and he found himself thrown back down. Weak and dizzied, he shook his head, and lifted his hands up to put them to his throat, where something held him in an impossible grip. At his neck was a heavy metal collar, a chain from it connected to a huge plate on the floor, only long enough that he could sit or kneel, but not stand. His wrists were chained, his ankles chained. He was bruised from throat to toes, dirty, his clothes (what was left of them) filthy, his hair matted. He spat water, and rubbed at his eyes, still coughing, looking around in confusion.

In front of him stood his captor, one of them, at least, holding an empty, still-dripping bucket. “Wakey-wakey,” she purred.

“What–what’s going on?” he wondered, but his voice was groggy, broken from a lack of use. He looked around, and saw a half-dozen others who looked as he felt, also chained to the floor, dead or dozing, or in shock, perhaps.

“I’ll make it simple. You’re aboard The Storm’s Pride. We’re at ten thousand feet. You’re in the hold, in irons. Whoever, whatever you were before? All that’s over. I picked you up because no one’s going to be missing you. No one’s going to be looking for you. You got abandoned, and as far as anyone else knows, you ran off to pout,” she explains. “When we land, which will be soon, you’ll be sold to a trader who pays good coin for pretty men from the Allied countries. Behave once you’re there, or you’ll get marked as disobedient. If you get marked, you won’t get paid for. If I don’t get money for you, boy, you’ll end up as a powder monkey, at best, or dead on the block for sport.”

“You’ve kidnapped me and now you’re selling me?” Jet wondered, looking baffled.

“Oh, you’re quick, too. Maybe I’ll tell the trader I want more for you, hmm? Lost a lot of you due to pressure sickness. Should recoup my costs somehow.”

“Why would you do this?” Jet asked, kneeling small, wishing he could shrink back against the wall and hide, like the others.

“Like I said — he pays good coin. A few more runs, and I’m out of this game. It’s nothing personal. You just fit the bill, is all.” The woman shrugged and walked off, with her pail, whistling merrily.

Jet watched her go, silent, gawping. When she left, he blinked more water from his eyes and looked around at the other figures in the dimly lit gloom. None of them would meet his eyes, though he could see now they were conscious. “How long have we been down here?” he wondered aloud of the others, but there was no answer. “A day? A few days? Nearly a week?” Still, they said nothing. He turned his efforts to understanding his imprisonment, and began to explore the chain at his throat, the shackles at his wrist and ankles. His everything felt heavy, trembling, as he slid his fingers over the bristly overgrowth at his jaw, trying to figure out how long he’d been mostly unconscious.

“Two weeks,” one of the men, a Kriegsman, judging from his accent, finally answered. “They drugged, fed, and watered those who lived but were unresponsive. You are the last to wake.”

“How many died?” Jet wondered, squinting to look around the hold.

“We assisted in putting at least four, perhaps five dozen over the rails,” the man answered. “They often lose nearly that many, so I am told, due to the pressure sickness. It is good, because they do not pack enough food for more than a dozen extra. The crew told us of voyages where they had too many, and tossed the living over the rails, the weakest. Once they made them fight, survivors got to stay, but too many good men were wounded.”

“Did any of the crew tell you what we’re sold for?” Jet had trouble saying the words aloud; he was to be bought and handled like a thing. The sheer ridiculousness of the notion left him feeling dizzied.

“Oh yes,” the Kriegsman said, baring white teeth in an angry smile. “For sport. They hunt us. The crew told us we are animals to them. That they consider themselves divine beings, and we are merely beasts.”

Jet felt his gorge rise; he closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around himself. Dread settled in, suffocating and cold, as he rested his back against the wall, trying to take in all that he’d just learned.

“What’s your name, boy?” the Kriegsman asked.

“Jet.”

“Did you have family to be missing you?”

“I do. But they think I’m at the Academy,” he said, opening his eyes and looking down at his hands. He glanced up at the Kriegsman and said, “What’s your name?”

“Eisen,” the man said.

“Do you have family?”

“A daughter. I expect she will end up on the streets,” the man said. “She is too young to be alone.”

“How did they… get you?”

“My daughter’s mother died of the wasting fever. Three months ago. The night I was taken, I put the girl to bed and visited the tavern downstairs, looking for diversion. Found a pretty lady. Not remembering much after this until waking up.”

“Do you know the stories of any of the others?” Jet found himself hoping against hope that somehow one of them were incredibly important, that their abductors had made a grave error and that at any moment, a law enforcement ship from the Allied governments would come and take over the ship. It was a wild fantasy that was only mildly more ludicrous than the reality he was currently facing.

Eisen gestured to the other four men, saying, “Thief. Murderer. Thief. Thief. Apparently when they do not have a full enough hold, they pay off local gaolers and pick up those scheduled for life imprisonment.”

“Do you know when we’re landing?” Jet wondered, feeling his heart in his throat, his whole body trembling. The last thing he remembered with true clarity was the feel of Kieron’s mouth on his. He touched his fingertips to his lips, opening his eyes to look at Eisen. It was just then that the airship touched down at the dock. Everything shuddered, and the metal of the gondola squealed as it slid against the boards and ropes. Jet gasped and curled up tighter, feeling a chill move through him.

“Now, it seems,” Eisen said, sitting up straighter, looking toward the door.

It was thrown open, and the woman came back in with a ring of keys that she rattled, jingling them loudly like a bell. “Wake up, boys! Time to take your first breath of foreign air, huh?” she crowed. She walked amongst the men and began to unlock them. Eisen, she did first. Then Jet. When she’d gotten to the second one Eisen had identified, the man sprang up and put his chain around her throat, and lifted her right off the ground. She thrashed, making strangled noises of distress, her eyes huge.

Both Eisen and Jet moved for her, without pause, one to grab for her and one to grab for the killer. Eisen snapped the man’s neck, laying him rather gently to the floor, while Jet caught the woman, and stood her back up. He released her quickly, and she stood there, looking at them both, startled.

The woman gestured to the door, rubbing her throat. “Get up to the deck. If you think I’d lose my chance at the amount of coin you represent, you’re too stupid to live long in this place.”

Jet and Eisen made their way up the ladder to the deck, where they were assaulted almost immediately by the scent of burning oils and hot metal. The marketplace beyond the docking slips was overflowing with people. The wind brought them a wealth of spices, starpod and cassia, brassica, as well as alliums and then something dark and sweet beneath, of bitter chocolates and figs. They stood there, staring, even as the other three men were led to the gangplank. The woman came up behind them, then, and let them stare for awhile before she tauntingly said, “Welcome to your new home, lads. Welcome to Ilona.”

“It would be beautiful, but for the irons we’re wearing,” Jet said quietly.

“Well you could’ve let ‘im kill me,” she answered, rubbing her throat again. “You might’ve been able to get out. Get away. Lost in the market place. Free.”

Jet could think of nothing to say to that — it was Eisen who replied, “We are not the beasts they believe us to be.” He paused, looking her up and down, and added lowly, “Not all of us, anyway.”

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DeathWatch No. 25 – What You Both Had To Go Through

This is Issue #25 of DeathWatch, the ongoing serial.

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Kieron approached the Captain’s quarters, but did not want to interrupt the conversation going on inside. He could not help but overhear parts of it, and was made half curious, half uncomfortable by the slow, awkward jabs of verbal warring. It sounded as though the Captain was taking nothing seriously, while the Quartermaster was taking everything too seriously.

“–ing everyone call you by your first name, mm?” Kieron could hear something in the Quartermaster’s voice. He wasn’t sure if it was anger or jealousy, but it was certainly pain. He recognized it in the things he’d heard from Jet their last afternoon together. Not for the first time, he wondered where his friend was, and if he was all right.

“Come off it, Nate,” Sha’s voice was easy, soothing, urging but without demand.

“He rattled you.”

“Nah.”

“He did. You’re still trembling.”

“That’s enough.”

“You told the kid your name.”

“Nathan, stop.”

There was silence, for a moment, and Kieron lifted a hand to knock, but stopped with his fist raised as he realized the conversation wasn’t yet done.

“Was he wrong? You find yourself a new cabin boy?”

“Let it go. If I wanted a cabin boy, I’d get one, but I’d make sure you like him, too.”

“And what if I said I didn’t want you to?”

“I’d remind you I’m your Captain, and you’ll be Quartermaster until you fall off this ship but you’ll only be first mate if I want you to be. Furthermore? I can have any cabin boy, any way, any time I damn well please, and if that means I want to climb the new one like a tree while you hang from the rigging and watch, then I will.”

“You can be a real bitch sometimes, Captain.”

“Ohh, talk sweet to me some more, baby, you always know how to make me blush.”

After waiting for quite some time, Kieron was no longer certain there would be a point in which he wasn’t interrupting. Rather than continue to eavesdrop, he knocked on the oaken door to the Captain’s quarters. The voices inside abruptly stopped their low arguing.

The captain called, “Come in,” and so Kieron opened the door. As soon as the Quartermaster saw Kieron in the doorframe, he stood up straighter from where he was, very near to the Captain, and stalked out. He shoved past Kieron, wearing a venemous frown.

Kieron looked back over his shoulder at the Quartermaster’s retreating form, and then turned to look at the Captain, who was busy looking at maps.

“What?” she said dully.

Kieron shut the door, but was silent for awhile, watching her.

The Captain’s back straightened as she stood up and crossed her arms over her chest. “What,” she then snapped, glaring. “If you were going to say nothing, you could’ve done that without interrupting.”

Kieron narrowed his eyes, taking a moment to figure out how to put the words together. Finally, he said, “I don’t care why you shot him. I do want to know if you and I are going to have the same problem. Should I take an emergency chute and a ration pack and try to make it?”

“You’re going to care why I shot him,” the Captain said darkly. “He asked me to. Can you believe that? He asked me to kill him. Begged me. The visions started coming too often. The pain came back. He couldn’t handle it. He begged for it. Told me to make it quick. I didn’t want to. Wasn’t going to. But after the fourth day, while we were up in the air, in the middle of a run, and he was in his quarters, dying every hour, spending his waking moments screaming, vomiting blood, I couldn’t take it. By the time I worked up the nerve, he’d bitten off his tongue and was choking. It was a mercy killing,” she said, looking down at her hands, “but not for him.”

Kieron stood in the doorway, feeling his heart in his throat. “How old was he?” He tried to keep his question steady, his voice free of trembling. “How long had he been having the visions?” He wasn’t sure if he managed it.

“He was twenty-eight,” she said, and her expression was almost sweet, almost happy, in remembrance. “Coming up on ten years ago,” she added. “He’d had ’em as long as I could remember. He said he had ’em as a little boy. Even in his cradle. Maman had said he’d gotten fevers, then they stopped. Then came the fits.” She spoke without looking at Kieron, blinking her dark eyes as she cleared her throat and rearranged her maps, fussing with the compass and making notes.

“I want to ask you every question I can think of,” Kieron said. “I want to know if you knew anyone else like this. I want to know how quickly it went from bad to worse. I want to know if being here will give me longer, or just mask the symptoms. I want to ask y–”

“I didn’t. I don’t,” she interrupted. “I didn’t know there was anyone else like him until I saw you do it,” she said. “It’d been so long I almost wondered if maybe he just… maybe it was just a bad dream, you know? But then. Then you got that look on your face. That thousand-miles-away look. The look where you’re right there with me, but not really. He’d get that look. Hollow eyes. Farther away than daydreaming.” She cleared her throat, shaking her head, and lifted her dark eyes up to him. “I don’t know. I don’t know how long you’ve got, Brody.”

Kieron sighed, leaning in the doorframe. They were silent together for awhile, before he said, “I’m sorry, Sha. About your brother. What you both had to go through.”

“He was the one in pain,” she said, and she turned her eyes back down to the maps.

“And now you are,” Kieron said quietly. She either didn’t hear him, or didn’t want to respond, and so he left her staring at her maps.

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The Only Silver

We press onward
through the night,
hands clasped,
sleepstepping through
nightmare marshes,
leading one another,
blind and deaf
and breathing in the scent
of blood and moonlight,
the only silver
that can touch us
without leaving a scar.

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My Sun

If I am to live in the dark,
far from you, from your touch,
and glimpse you only
in the briefest of moments,
let me at least reflect your beauty,
let me at least shine
the love you let spill down over me.
While you are the sun
let me at least be the moon.
While you are my sun,
let me at least be your moon.

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